I hate you, I love you

Ep. 8 Did you hate me that much?

Cheayoung POV

I was crying out loud sitting in the bed both palms are on my face.

I could hear the door opened. He's slowly approaching towards me. I grab a pillow and throw it right on his face.

I hate you! I hate you! I dreaded the day that I met you! I shouted in between heavy sobs.. My head is spinning around because of the alcohol but I could still feel my body tremble because of the anger I felt right at that moment.

He sit next to me.

" I'm sorry." He said . His eyes looking down. I could sense guilt on his voice

Or was it really guilt?I dont think so..

I cant control my emotions anymore I slapped him hard on his face and shoulders several times.

"For god's sake jungkook, this is my birthday! You know for a fact that i planned this so well. I was soo happy that everyone gathered. Just this once you never allowed me to be happy! I said angrily still crying and still slapping his shoulders in annoyance

He didnt flinch at all. Not looking straight in my eyes.

"Do you hate me that much?" I exclaimed looking at him intently

He look at me , and grab me. Hugging me tightly.. I tried to remove his hands slapping his body real hard still crying ,cursing all nasty words

He runs his fingers through his hair as if patience is running out

Then he suddenly grabbed my head pushing me near him until are lips met.. He kissed me forcefully I was struggling to brush him off but his one arm tightly grab my waist near him while the other hand grabbing my nape . He was sucking my mouth hard. I was so mad that instead of pushing him away I forcefully push him near me telling myself - "I wont back down!"

I kissed him hard as well. Biting his lower lips. I could taste the blood but It didnt stop me we were battling through kisses until we were almost running out of breath .. He slowly wipe the tears running through my eyes . Hugging me tightly

His paced suddenly shift softly still kissing me and starting to nibble softly on my lower lip his hands started to explore my body resulting a soft moan coming from me.. I was liking the unknown pleasure i felt. My body is getting real hit. He started to trail kisses on my jawline to my neck his hands reach my dress. I could hear the zipper is being pushed down in my back. His hands slowly remove my dress from my shoulder leaving it in my hips. We were still sitting down in the bed. He was busy exploring his hands on my bare shoulders until he reached the hook of my bra.. He quickly unhooked it until my chest are bare enough for him to see.. I could see the awe in his eyes I tried to cover it but he slowly removed it ..

No baby, dont!! he said between gasp

He hungrily kiss my lips, my nose, my nape down to my neck and down to my chest until he reached the crown that is standing firmly because the new sensation Im feeling..He is gently nibbling it gently playing it with his tongue while his other hands are gently playing the other side.. My moans could be heard on the four corners of our room .. We were still sitting. He move me closer,im already riding on his lap I could feel his hardness from my behind.

We were both in the deep ecstacy of this unfamiliar feeling that we're into that Jungkook suddenly stopped..

Why? I ask while opening my eyes.

I think we should stop while we still can. -he murmured . I could feel his hesitation but he stood firm to his decision.

that came through my sense especially that we're not in the legal age to explore this kind of pleasure. I nodded. We lay down in the bed , he hugs me tightly.. until sleep took us over ..

What might happen tomorrow I guess would be nerve wrecking . But I'll think about it when that time comes, for now I'll just leave it as what it is.. Im still confuse but I dont regret this. yeah! Im totally crazy.

I guess I still did a blast in this birthday.

And when I say BLAST. you know what I mean.