Chapter 4
1395 Words
Zara
The night moves in a trance. I can hear him repeatedly in my mind admitting he wants to not only f**k Aubrey but wants to f**k us together.
Me. James. Aubrey. Together.
The covers have been thrown off and the shades are open. I just stare outside, looking at the moon.
“Not only do I want to f**k him Zara. I want to f**k you too. Together.”
“Again,”
“And again.”
He then peppered a light kiss on my chest. It was so light and tender.
The way he kissed Aubrey.
Outside of our wedding we hadn’t ever kissed, but they had though. Instead of being jealous it had turned me on. The gasp that left Aubrey was still so loud.
A tired sigh leaves me as i shift to look at the clock. It’s almost 5am and I haven’t caught a wink of sleep. What would it look like if he kissed me the way he kissed Aubrey?
What would it look like if I kissed the little puppy?
Would they kiss again tomorrow at work without me?
A tension forms in my chest. They would get to clear everything up without me at their morning meeting, and I needed to be there. He’s my husband. They met first… But he’s my husband. Instead of attempting to sleep I plan the morning, smile on my face.
The office is quiet without anyone being here. I am slightly unsettled by sitting in the silence and dark of his office. No one had arrived as of yet.
Eventually humming brings me out of my trance, he was here. The door opened swiftly, Aubrey took a step back with a gasp.
“Mrs Kennedy, what can I do for you?” He questioned still standing by the door. He seemed afraid. Was it because he kissed my husband? The thought bright a smile to my face.
“Good morning Aubrey,” I smiled making myself comfortable on the edge of his table.
“Good morning…” he whispered turning to look at the corridor. There was another employee walking in.
“Come in and close the door puppy.” Surprisingly he listens and closes the door gently behind him still standing at the door.
“I promise you Mrs Kennedy outside of last night nothing has ever happened with Mr Kennedy.” He speaks fast with no pauses, rushed and ending with a bite to his lips.
“Come closer.” He takes a small step.
Instead of speaking I motion with my hand. He takes another small step. An annoyed sigh leaves my mouth.
“Aubrey.”
He walks right to me, looking anywhere but my face. I make more space for him widening my legs, skirt lifting. More of my legs reveal. With a tug to his tie he is flush with me. With the help of his table we are the same height. Chest to chest.
He still avoids my gaze, avoids taking large breaths. I bring my hand to wrap around his neck gently.
“Breathe, Puppy.” Using my hold on him I force his gaze on me.
“I’m sorry,” he whimpers out biting his lips.
“What for puppy?” I question hand on his waistband pulling us closer. His gaze falls to my lips for a beat.
“For-”
“For?” I ask rubbing against him. His breathing becomes laboured and his gaze looks almost pleading. Pleading for me to stop? Continue?
I wrap my legs around him making us even more flush. "You’re sorry for kissing my husband?” I muse.
“Kiss me. Let’s make it fair.”
He stares at my lips a moments to long before the grip on his neck becomes rougher pulling him closer to a kiss.
His hands land on my bare thighs. First just waiting, then slowly exploring, getting higher.
The hand on his waistband lowers and moves behind him, roughly grabbing his ass. He releases a moan in the kiss. There is a vanilla taste to his lips which contrasts the Smokey cologne filling my senses.
The abrupt open of the door, flings us apart with Aubrey standing in front of me. James stands at the door. He doesn’t say anything but just laughs. His gaze wandering between the both of us.
Aubrey release a curse, his gaze moving between the two of us. An understanding crosses his face as he runs out of the room side stepping James.
It’s just the two of us once again, little puppy having run off.
“Zara-” He looks at me expectantly.
“Like you weren’t going to do the same thing.” I smile stepping off the table. Lifting the skirt down. His eyes follow, full of want.
“I thought about your little revelation and I’m in.”
“You’re in?”
“In what Zara?” He questions looking at me incredulously.
“I want that threesome dear husband.” I smile.
“Zara- No. I was just-”
“Not all desires are meant to be acted upon Zara. Especially not at our status.” He whispers closing the door as more employees walk in.
How boring.
What’s the point of wealth and power if it didn’t mean I could have whatever I wanted? And right now this is what I want.
With three determined steps to him I wrap my arms around his neck. “I want all my desires acted upon and you’re going to help.” I whisper in his ear.
His hands caress my waist keeping me in place. I lean slightly on my toes to get closer to his ear whispering, “oh, so powerful James Kennedy. I want it. I want him. You.”
“I want it now.” I repeat with a release of a gasp as one hand lowers to my ass pulling me closer.
He gives me a look for a bit. In this moment his eyes fall to my lips and rise to my eyes. It’s a tender I have never felt from him. His hands rise to my waist. Head falling to my mine. Connected at the forehead.
“Anything, always.” he whispers smiling.
“Oh you’re going to regret saying that.” I whisper back smiling.
His smile rises, showing his teeth.
The noise outside the room breaks the moment. Making us move away from each other. He watches me as I gather my things. Quiet, just watching. A gentle smile on his face.
“Join me at the morning meeting.” He requests as we are ready to leave the office.
With raised eyebrows I listen to him explain his plan to get us to talk to Aubrey. The first step would be talking to him together. The step after that would be convincing him to be with his boss and wife.
Simple enough.
James knew Aubrey better than I had thought. I was sure he would run, escaping home but instead he was in the conference room waiting on James. Aubrey's assistant was also there. A tan African American woman sat with him laughing.
The conversation stilled with our arrival. They both sat up straighter, with clipped smiles. The pleasantries were shared as if I hadn’t kissed two of the three people in this room in the last 15 minutes.
During the meeting I just checked emails. Every few minutes I would check the clock. Finally, at the 30 minute mark they started packing up.
“I’ll get one more serving of breakfast for Mrs Kennedy, see you in a bit.” The woman spoke leaving hurriedly.
In the same urgency Aubrey was heading to the door. Rather than run to him I sat.
James blocked the door, leaving the three of us in the room.
“We need to talk Aubrey.” James speaks body still blocking the door.
I move behind him. Standing a tad too close to be appropriate. This room was a glass box but caring wasn’t something I seemed to be doing today it seemed.
In between James and I he was still, almost not breathing. “You’re not leaving again, puppy.”
He lets out a sigh, looking James in the eyes.
“Fine. But not here. Everyone is staring.”
He was right. They were staring.
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