I am ready for my work today, it has been 2 months still I did not say yes to Ledford even though he announced that I am going to be his wife, we both know each other that I am not ready yet and who the hell marry a man just knew for just a month? it's unacceptable.
I am almost in the office of Michael when I heard moans all around in the hall and a girl moans as I think of it wait, is she having s*x with? my eyes widened when I open the door that two of them really having s*x together, I drop my papers for the works and I am speechless I go back to the hall and move try not to reach from Michael, I don't know what to react, I am speechless... when I try to move and click the button fast for the elevator to open. Michael catch me and grab my arm, just wearing a boxer. I pushed him, and he is so guilty of what he did earlier while I have felt angry and betrayed to someone like this.
I am so stupid, but why do I feel like this! do I need to say I love him? because this is not the right time, and why I easily believe myself he is a perfect man. I almost trap in his dirty works, now I saw to my eyes how cold-hearted he was and how he played a woman in his life, and that is me.
" Getaway of that hands Mr. Ledford"
" Jenna I need to explain..."
" Explain for what? nothing it's your life Michael and I am just your secretary"
" Jenna please..."
" Yes, I am your secretary, and what are those meaning Michaels for having a date night with me and talk about sweet together for courtships? I can't believe I am such a fool who is building feelings towards you, I almost believe myself you are the one but I saw it, and it's my mistake"
When the elevator open I directly go inside and nothing even say a word only the words we came out to each other is our names before the elevator closed. I am crying at the elevator right now, I feel hopeless, I hate myself for being starting in love with him, I am mad why so stupid I am so sensitive and I never learned from my past. I went out and I do not care if I am absent today it's his fault I need a break, I don't have friends in this place, I only have myself and me who work a lot of this country. Now how can I handle this pain without someone who talks with me? I am crying and wiping my tears on the road, I went to a Cafe to sip some choco smoothie makes me feel happy. I am the type of person who loves chocolate whenever I am happy or sad.
Someone get my table and when I turn around I bumped someone and all the choco smoothies drop on the floor I am so upset even more and sad, but when I saw a man who stands in front of me wearing a white suit and so dirty because of choco smoothie, I directly to get the towel and wipe as possible the dirt on his suit but it never fades away.
" I am so sorry Mr. I-I am so sorry"
As I look up I saw a man who has blue eyes blond hair and a great appearance of face and posture he is like an angel who visits the earth, I am so amazed by his looks and wide my eyes he is staring at me coldly and I am still continuing wiping his suit and he gets my hand and let me stop to wipe it.
"It's okay it will not fade away I will change it, what's your name?"
" M-my name is Jenna"
His seductive deep voice makes me feel so good to hear but no, my choco smoothie! I guess I need to buy it again. I look sad that I am going to cry because of the smoothie I want to drink, I have a bad mood today and because of my mood, I harm someone today.
" I am sorry Mr."
"It's okay Jenna and my name is Sebastian"
" I am sorry Mr. Sebastian I not even looking the way"
"It's okay little girl, seems you are sad, I will buy you the smoothie"
" Ay no, no, it's okay"
I refuse but the waiter gives me another smoothie with choco cake, which makes me happy even more. I am so happy that I have snacks!
" Thank you, Mr. Sebastian"
" You welcome little girl"
" I am 24 years old and not a child"
" You look innocent, plump lips, big eyes, small nose, cute cheeks, nice smile, and long lashes you have a young face, by the way, may I join you for a coffee?"
" Yes-yes sure"
But there is one man who refuses to do not join me for safety and he is going to be late for his meeting but instead, he will go he stay with me.
" Cancel the meeting right now move it tomorrow"
" Eh? Mr. Sebastian it's okay I am sorry for interruptions, I just now feel more embarrassed for taking time with you and also your suit"
"It's okay Little girl don't mind it, I can have it anytime I want but you, are so unique"
I wide my eyes, what is he talking about? am I interesting to him? who is this man? as he sits with me while he having coffee with me I talk about Michael, and what happened I cry but he comforts me and he is also motivating me for some reason I feel good. As I never see the clock that I need to go back for my work, until I never attend my work whole day, but I am having fun this day to talk with Sebastian he is so nice we shop for his suit and he treat me too we go to the arcade and like we know each other for years before. He is so sweet, as he brought me to my apartment as he wave to say goodbye, I go upstairs of my apartment and I saw Michael lend to the wall waiting for me.
" Who is that guy, Jenna"
" None of your business, Michael, and why are you here by the way?"
" ANSWER MY DAMN QUESTION! WHO IS THAT GUY!"
"IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS! YOU ARE NOT MY BOYFRIEND MICHAEL! SO PLEASE ACTING BEING CRAZY!"
" f**k! Jenna! just don't go with that guy!"
I rolled my eyes at him and push him away from the door and I get the keys to open it but instead, he will walk away he pushes the door and gets inside my apartment I try to scream but he covered my mouth and he kissed me and me forcibly possessively, I can feel his anger.
" YOU ARE MINE ONLY MINE!"