DADDY

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

Emma

I decided to keep Harry some company at his house and all we did was watch movies, cuddle and eat... and drink. It was nice honestly. No s*x, no touching, not even kissing was involved. Just cups of coffee and comfort food. My phone went off and I looked at the caller and felt a sense of guilt. I f****d Harry this morning.

"Hi Luke." I pretended to sound happy and up for him. Memories of Shawn in my bed and Harry's moans flooded my mind. I almost missed what Luke was saying.

"Hey Emma, listen tonight is my last night in London, can we meet before my concert? I really need to see you." His voice rang out with urgency and desperation. I looked back at Harry who was staring me down. His stare was hard and intense and I had to look away. I could still feel his green eyes burning holes in me. He isn't in control of my love life.

"Sure. What time?" I began running around trying to find my keys and shoes... and my leggings. Okay, I like to walk around without pants. Sue me. Harry got up and stopped me in my tracks. I mouthed move to him and he huffed and moved.

"Can you come to the Connaught hotel?" God that's fancy.

"Yeah give me twenty minutes." I said before hanging up and rushing to the door once I was dressed properly. Harry didn't stop me as I left the house and to my car. I didn't have time to look nice. I was wearing a pair of leggings with black Doc Marten and a white Calvin Klein shirt and an denim jacket. My hair was thrown up and I was make up free. I got there sooner than I thought and rushed out and into the hotel.

"Hi I'm here to see Luke Hemmings." I said to the front desk and they looked at me with a disappointed glare.

"Get lost." I looked back in dismay. Is this b***h for real?

"I'm sorry but he said to meet him here."

"Look miss, do you have any idea how many fans say this?" I rolled my eyes. I do not have time for this.

"Well if I don't see him I'm giving this place a low rating based on customer service."

"Ma'am relax." Just as I was about to say something else but I was stopped.

"Emma." Luke's voice rang out behind making me whip around to see him. I ram up to him and he captured my lips to his for s short second.

"Come on." He led me to the elevator and I looked at the receptionist and smirked. Stuck up b***h.

His lips attacking mine, I stumbled back and mg hands instinctively fled to his hair pulling an tugging on the root. The door opened as he pulled me to his room. Throwing me on the bed, he began to unbuckle his belt. I kicked off my boots and didn't want to waste and time. He was leaving and this might be the only action he gets for a while. Was I really going to wait around for him? The daunting thought waa soon erased when he pulled me to the edge of the bed.

His lips were soft on mine like he didn't know what to do. This wasn't the same at all. Harry knows what he wants and Luke is hesitant.

He threw his belt across the room before crawling over me and blanking my leggings down along with my thong. His eyes raking over my lower half, he pushed my legs apart and I grew sexually frustrated. He kissed my lips while taking off my jacket and shirt. My bra waa last before he kissed down my body. Oh god this was a different Luke from last night. He kissed my n****e making me groan before he wrapped his lips around it, biting and sucking. Making me feel weak before he switched side and continued his gently assault. His lips tracking further down, I bucked my hips wanting to feel him. Kissing the insides of my thighs, I huffed in frustration.

"Luke please." He chuckled against my thigh before his lips came in contact with me.

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I laid here, in the hotel bed, half asleep, half awake. Luke had left for his concert but I didn't have to leave. I really thought about what Shawn said though. I don't do long distance whatsoever so why was this any different? Was it because I was missing being in a relationship and Luke happened to waltz into my life? Or was it because I didn't want Harry to think I wanted him? I want him, I want him so bad but there's a huge age gap. I couldn't stay here anymore, and it know it would hurt Luke but he needs go understand where I'm coming from. All that wanting to be with him was in the moment bullshit. I knew I couldn't follow through with it but I'm a hopeless romantic whose love language is touch. The need of human touch was crucial to me.

Luke can't provide that with him being gone all the time but there is one person who can, Harry. Harry makes me feel alive and kisses me right and holds me rights and makes love to me right. s*x with Luke was too soft. I needed more to satisfy me. I needed a stable connection with someone. This isn't fair to Luke and I knew that I couldn't be with him anymore. We didn't call us a thing and there won't be one, ever. This ends right now.

I didn't want to be here when he came back so I wrote a quick note saying that I am not fully committed to him and that I was involved with someone else before him. I told him I was sorry and that I don't do long distance and that it wasn't going to last. I mean for god sake, Shawn and I could work better.

I got dressed and left quickly and made it to my car and sat here at the wheel trying not to have an unnecessary break down. Was this because I came to realization that I wanted Harry to be mine or the fact that I'm leaving Luke and he doesn't even realize it or is it because I'm now conflicted about Shawn? I'm not sure, I don't know why but I knew where I needed to go and who I needed to see.

Leaving back to my house, I ran in and marched straight to my room to see Shawn playing on his phone.

"Oh hey." He looked up for a brief second. I need to think long and hard about this one. I sat down on the edge of the bed and looked to my hands. Oh god I can't believe I'm about to ask him this.

"Would it be weird if I dated my teacher?" He looked to me in shock and set his phone down.

"Kinky." That was the first thing he could think of? My god.

"Truthfully." I demanded.

"Oh s**t, you're being serious." I nodded. I wanted him but I didn't want to make it as easy as he wants.

"Well yes but does he want you?" I nodded and he c****d an eyebrow.

"Really?" He didn't believe me.

"Yes. Shawn he's f****d me a few times." His eyes bulged out of his sockets.

"My god Emma. You're really living up to the teacher student scandal." He stood up and threw his shirt on. He was right but god I wanted him to work for me.

"Wait what happened to Luke?" I looked down.

"Thought long and hard and knew that I wasn't going to be one hundred percent emotionally attached to him... and I hate long distance." He nodded in understanding. I mean I did the same to him.

"So how are you gonna go about it?" I looked directly in his eyes and he pursed his lips.

"Make him jealous eh?" I nodded. He leaned over me and smirked.

"Then what are we waiting for?" I smiled up at him and engulfed him in a hug.

God I hope this works.