Chapter 15
Harry
Here I am being super over emotional about a fight I got into with Emma. I should know that it's not always going to be a walk in the park. I mean what relationship is? Hey it's funny and easy at first because we all want to make a good impression and not be faulty, then you get comfortable.
I did what I did best growing up, drink. Not the best decision but it is a decision. Don't pick this decision. Doesn't help with s**t.
My liver hates me, that's a fact. This isn't helping me physically but it sure as hell is mentally. If I'm lucky, I'll forget this kind of pain. The pain of knowing some you love want a nothing to do with you. Without my son, without Emma, I'm nothing. I was drunk on the sofa as I thought I heard her voice. No she's probably with Shawn f*****g Mendes. No she's probably f*****g Shawn Mendes. If she was! But would she just cheat on me. I stood up as the best I could and headed to that damn hotel. She told me where she'd be. Dumb move if you ask me. Driving drunk isn't smart but I need to show her I love her and that a stupid fight won't best us. I showed up getting out and stumbled in.
I got a key to his room as I went up the lift. I knocked on his door as it opened to him. He was wrapped in a blanket. I swear if she f****d him.
"Hello?" He said more as a question.
"Move." I said as he did. f*****g nice ass prick. I swear, are all Canadians nice. I mean all Americans say that the English are all drunks. Well I say all Americans are too patriotic. Have you seen the portions? They're massive!! I'm getting distracted, there's a naked prick with my girl who is also naked.
“She's pissed off at you.” I shot him a glare flat before fully stepping into the room.
“I already f*****g know that kid.”
Emma
I heard a voice all to familiar so I shot up to see Harry. I covered my mouth as he looked at me. Why is he here. What part of give space does he not understand? Really pushy Harry.
"What are you doing here?" I asked.
"To get you back." He said as I went to the restroom to change. I came back out dressed as looked at me. I mean I never left him but I guess to him I did. I mean to say he doesn't love me in front of people hurts.
"I'll be waiting, I guess." Shawn said changing then leaving.
I pulled him toward me.
"Hey thanks again." I said as he nodded.
"Anytime." He said leaving. I looked at Harry. I really need to stop using that little fucker. He really doesn't need this anymore. All we did was f**k. We were each other's vices.
"Tell me what you're gonna say."
"Okay first off I'm drunk second I won't remember this but I love you Emma. God dammit I love you and I don't care about our age difference, I just want to be with you, I never had to work so hard for someone until now!! I need you, Tyler needs you! You're throwing away everything and you don't seem to care what I feel. The first time we had s*x that was it for me to know you were mine. You're tearing me apart, and you know it. I know what you like in the morning, waffles with butter and syrup and a crumpet. You have to have chocolate milk every morning. You have to make sure the bed it made, your room is clean, your hair is set, your clothes match. You have to make sure to check the weather. You love kids and you love to read, write and your favorite show is switched at birth. I saw the look on your face when you were playing with my son."
He was crying at this point and so was I. God I'm such a baby and I just wanted to hear him say something like this proving he loves me.
"You love to sing, play the guitar, go on walks to the park, yes I've seen you in the park before!!" He said as I cried tears of joy. He was absolutely correct about all of this.
"You love cooking pastries and you love dogs." He said as I stood up wiping at my tears. He just looked at me.
"Say something." He said quietly.
"I love you too." I said as he smiled softly. He leaned in kissing me as I felt electricity shoot through me. I felt the world around us stop. I truly love him
"Let's get out of here then baby." I said as he smiled. I left without telling Shawn but I don't think he'll care. Harry got in his car and I got in mine as we drove off. I parked at his house as we got out rushing in. Couldn't keep that stupid smile off of my face. He's and asshole but he's the man of my dreams. And the fact that he can remember all of this, just makes me melt.
We headed up to his bed room as we were in between the sheets till the late am.