THE DRAMATIC LOVE AND HATRED

Chapter - 27- Steev's Love Letter to Shika

Steev's POV :

After we had our breakfast it was time for John to leave to his work. Therefore he had his breakfast quickly and had to leave for his work. Before going he said, “Don't worry Steev, after some days even you have to go to work and life will be more enjoyable as well as you will be more responsible. And you will no longer be bored at home all alone.” “Yes John, you are right. After some days you and I can go for work and even I can be busy whole day and loneliness will no longer kill me.” After that John's said, “Bye Steev, you take care.” And then he left for his office.

As I was free that day I thought what new thing I can do that day. As I was thinking I got an idea all of a sudden and that was writing a love letter to Shika. I had never done such thing in my life and I didn't even know how to write a love letter but still I thought, love can make us do anything because love is the most powerful thing ever and it can just change a person within a minute. That's why I thought I don't need to have any great knowledge about writing a letter. I can just take a paper and pen and start writing all the beautiful feelings that I'm having in my heart for Shika and that's all. That's the main thing which is needed. And the most important thing which is required to write love letter is having true and genuine feelings for a person, and yes I had that. That's why I was not at all afraid or tensed about what to be written on the paper. As I had already genuine feelings for Shika. And that's all I had to do. I had to just write my true feelings on the paper. And yes, I went ahead, I took a paper and a pen and sat down to write. I thought how do I started it at first, I started the letter by saying, to my dear Shika and I started my letter writing.

 I thought let me take a minute to recall all my feelings and then it will be easy for me to write it down. That's why I took a minute and recalled all my beautiful feelings. And then I started writing it like a beautiful fairy tale. I just started explaining it like, ‘Shika the day I saw you I felt like some magic happened and some butterflies were flying inside my stomach and it wanted to fly through each and every part of my body. Do you know what Shika? The day I fell in love with you? It was the day when I saw you  and you came to me to return the money which I had given to you some years ago. That act of yours had really impressed me a lot. I had never expected that there might be a girl  who remembers that I had given her the money. You saw me walking on the road and you got down from the car and came to me to return my money. You had still not forgotten the favour which I had done to you. You still has that in your mind and you always had the gratitude of that. I never wanted all of that from you actually. After seeing all this I was really impressed by you and I am really proud of you Shika. I am happy that I know you, I am your friend, and I was in your class when we will studying together and now we have become close friends that we meet often. I come to your house, I met your mother as well the other day. I am really happy that I found my mother in your mother. 

It would be so nice that if we both get married your mother will be officially called as my mother as well and this is the most exciting thing that will happen to me after the marriage but the first exciting and the best thing that will happen to me will be always you and only you, Shika. I would be the luckiest person if we both get married. Because I will get my beautiful princess that is you and as well as my queen, my mother. That is the most beautiful thing which will happen in my life.’

 And etc.. And so on I wrote some of the beautiful things. All the things which I wrote on the love letter was the truthful one. I finished writing the letter I and I folded it and preserved it inside my wallet. Usually I never write anything with a beautiful handwriting but I don't know how the letter which I wrote to Shika was in very beautiful handwriting. I was happy about it and I had no intentions to give this letter to Shika at that time but I just wanted to write or share my entire feelings in that letter. By doing it I got happiness and it gave me some sort of satisfaction. I just wanted to preserve it into my wallet and just wished if I get a chance to give it to Shika I would definitely give it but at that time or moment I was not ready to give it to Shika. That's why I just thought of preserving it in my wallet for the time being.