I feel so complete, I have never felt this way in years even with Camilla, now everything has fallen into place and I was peace and I was happy. The two things missing was for Amour to marry me and for us to give Cara at least one sibling but I have resolved not to push, when it comes to Amour, I would rather take it at her pace. I can’t believe she woke up before me but her side of the bed was empty, we all had a long day yesterday, we went shopping all morning then Aria whispered to me that she wanted to give Cara a gift for her birthday. I know she got Christmas gifts for everyone last week when she dragged her dad to shop for Christmas, I totally forgot about Cara’s birthday, we have been so busy with the new house. Cara wants a party and we already agreed on that, she does not bug me
