WHAT THE TINY BUG DOES
Self is a form of nature without light that wants (desires) everything and will never give out, even if it acts as if it is giving and this will as a result creates tension because of the imposition of what is against other people’s will. Self does not consider others, always malicious to resist and stop anything that tends to want to go beyond its limit, even when such that does not oppose. Self hates good and acts in pretence as if it likes good and would always resist good as bad secretly, even when it presents itself as if it is not resisting and makes bad appears good. The world system has become so brainwashed because what is the accepted norm is the contrary thought program which has become the standard of almost every system, even the church system that is supposed to be strict resistance to salvage other systems is now dancing even much more to the world system, such that the world is even amazing, to start defining the worldly attitude based on what they see happening now in the church, such that the church has become much more political and even more corrupt. One thing with the world system is, an attitude that opposes it, receives strict resistance and that is why there is so much persecution of good, such that the abnormal things received a more positive promotion.
I got wondering why truth threatens even without confrontation. This is because it opposes falsehood as light puts off the darkness, therefore, any system that is built upon the secret of idea will never accept an insightful revelation, because it will shake and cause the system to quake such that, those benefiting from it will suffer loss. The bug of self will activate the monster in you the way it does in Cain, who became angry because his offering was not accepted for the sake of his negative intent. Cain was the first mankind to manifest the implication of the bug S and the implication led to the death of his very blood brother, which eventually increased the intensity of the curse upon the earth. The more the world becomes selfish, the more the earth becomes cursed. Self would always strife to destroy anything that stands on its way to fulfilling the dictates of evil intent. Self-bug is evil and disastrous, causing wars and stirring up crises that will lead to the discordance of the nation, such that, one would desire to be dead than staying alive to endure the level of wickedness resulted from self. Murder starts from the heart, where self-bug is housed, and it grows therein and makes you become a monstrous beast if you will not allow the David in you to kill it with the Word of truth, it will keep defiling your true identity of love that connects the reality of good.
Anti-self-bug is what you need to destroy any observable trait of an alien bug in your life because this will certainly threaten your true nature in ASCAT and this can only come from the true knowledge of the Word of ASCAT, which has nothing to do with the detection of flesh and blood. Self-bug will make you work so hard like an elephant and end up eating like an ant, such that the grievances of your pains, will now make you jealous and full of hate for those working under grace, working like an ant, eating like an elephant, but it surprises you to know that ants work more than elephants because they never stop working, but work with a clear vision and goal and ever working in perfect harmony with each, never breaking communication, as they will never individual do things, but all on the others to be involved in the task that must be done. Self-bug creates fear which is not of ASCAT, and this is the direct implication of the absence of love (1 John 4: 18) and it involves torments and makes one faithless, but ASCAT has not given us the spirit of fear, but of power, love and of sound mind (2 Timothy 1: 7) and this explains the complete character of ASCAT, in which we must function, to make known His glory to this world.
Self-bug deprives us of the soundness of mind and makes us timid with a complex that would always want to withdraw from the right because it can never stay in the light where all of its secrets will be revealed and exposed to all. Anyone who is infected with the self-bug gets hurt at the instance of good, therefore you can never please such a person who is infected with the self-bug.
Self-bug creates incessantly consistent conditions of anger, envy, malice and jealousy, that could make one live a life of manipulation of subdue. It allows sins to rule, never living a single room for righteousness. The cunning nature of self-bug hides the intention of evil and could make you feel very comfortable before it will strike when you never thought anything would happen. Abel never knew the intention of his brother Cain. It is very painful not to know that someone you so trust as an angel could be the Evil One hiding in what looks like the covering of an angel, when their intention manifest, but do not change, because they are changing, but the truth is if you cannot change a man, change him (leave him). This counsel may sound very selfish, but it is very important to know that the change I mean here simply defines, coming to a point of agreement, not being insistent on your own, because if you want someone to dance to your music, then you must also learn how to dance to people’s music.
Self-bug could lie inactively dormant for a very long time, waiting for a perfect opportunity to strike like a viper, which is so slow and gentle like the humblest creature ever existed, but in it is instant death, without signal. Do not try someone selfish, because you can never please such people, because any attitude of yours that opposes their selfish ambition, threatens them to become uncomfortable to relate with you. So some people are resentful because they are selfish, not that they are reserve. Guide your heart with all diligence against self, because it houses and hides the big gigantic disastrous monster in you called PRIDE.
Self will never allow you to accept you are wrong, even when evidence points clearly to you that you are wrong.
Genesis 4: 9
“Then the LORD said to Cain, “Where is Abel your brother?” He said, “I do not know, am I my brother’s keeper?”
Can you see the implication of self?
• Self makes you become a liar (I do not know!)
• Self makes you pompously proud (Am I my brother’s keeper?)
I could imagine Cain talking and responding pompously to ASCAT the way he did, but he could not help it, because he is already under the influence of the self-bug. Self-bug makes you become a fugitive and vagabond because even when you are not been pursued, you will just keep running because your fears will keep pursuing you since your created it with your negative thought lines, you will end up been tormented by it, experiencing nightmares, with constant sleeplessness, such that no sleeping drugs can help remedy your situation. Evil thoughts hunt after those who conceive them because it is like living with cockroaches’ eggs and the person living with it, decides to kill all the cockroaches but living the eggs where they are in the dark, it will hatch and eventually grow up to nymphs that even more disturbing than full-grown cockroaches and no matter how tiny they may look, they will disturb your peace and make you feel very terrible, such that you cannot even see them most at the time, because what you have chosen, is to hide in the dark thinking in your self-will thought that even if there may be cockroaches, they won’t see you in the dark, not knowing that it is in the dark that cockroaches operates, but would always run to hide in darkness at the instance of light. If you give the Evil One thought, you are doomed.
You cannot be infected with self-bug and expect your fruit to be without self, no matter how selfless you appear to people, deep down inside of you, the truth, you can never run away from as your conscience will constantly judge you. You can lie to anybody, but you can never lie to your conscience. Our churches and secular world have become full of this monstrous virus that is now eating into the heart of our operating system (faith), taking over the drive, because what we define as the love that does not end at giving is never true. You see some General Overseers living in affluence and boasting to make it appear as if poverty is a curse, creating a mindset to live an impression in people who are poor to feel as if it is their fault to be poor, making them withdraw from serving ASCAT to doing anything possible to get rich. When ASCAT has blessed you, it is not just right to teach people faith to be rich, don’t you know ASCAT has blessed you to be a blessing to others? This is what defines the true faith you should teach, because true faith lives by giving and as you give, people get blessed and have a sense that ASCAT is a caring ASCAT through you because you are blessing them to bless others to become blessings to others so that the world will become a better place to be.
One of the major problems that are confronting us right now, especially in this dispensation we are in, very much Christendom is caused by selfish General Overseers whom ASCAT had lifted from grass to grace, but ended up forgetting where they were before their lifting and I don’t mean, it is a sin to be lifted, I mean, when you allow your lifting not to understand the message of ASCAT (love) and you end up making it seem, it is very costly to serve ASCAT and grow to the height of greatness, because of your experiences. Sometimes, ASCAT would allow us to go through experiences in life so that people will not go through because people don’t just need your counsel alone when ASCAT has lifted you, they also need your helping hand, because you are lifted to become a destiny helper, and if your mindset of helping people is based on the ground that their loyalty must be tested, then you are not practising the love of ASCAT because ASCAT’s love is unconditional. This world will be a better place if we can stop being selfish. Every system is selfishly selfish, especially the bank system, whom I call extortionists, because their concern is to make gain with your money and make it feel as if they are helping you to keep your money when in real sense they are using your money to do business, and then end up giving you an insignificantly small profit, and still be deducting some charges called SMS alert. That is the idea of simple interest (SI), which is truly defined as Satan’s Intention.