Sandy's POV
I didn't understand Hiram, he wanted to help me be the Sandy he knew at all costs. He said he didn’t care what happened with that wretch, Alex, and that I shouldn't care that much. I knew he said it because he wanted to help me, but I couldn't imagine my life with this in my mind; I wouldn't have peace if the wretch didn't pay for it.
He also asked me to report the incident, but that was not going to give me peace of mind. I knew he was going to come back, and it terrified me that he would. None of this was going to calm me down at this point. I was drowning in this hell that was my life and I couldn't deal with it.
I woke up scared and screaming most of the night. I managed to sleep; I had no remedy; I felt I was dying inside, and I didn’t know if I would ever be able to be
