Julian didn't show up to our usual table at lunch so I had to eat alone. Again. As if I expected everything would go back to normal after three days of not talking to each other. It's become unbearable really, being without your other half for so long that I've begun talking to the walls in my room about my day. Silly Sallie's been looking at me funny because of it so I had to put her on the top shelf. I've came to the conclusion that I should suck it up and apologize to Julian. My pride is not worth losing my best friend. Emmett smiles at me as soon as he enters the cafeteria. He's been fairly decent with everybody for the past few days now and I'm glad he's upholding his end of the deal. We've been hanging out since Julian has elected not to make amends with me for some time now. I wa

