My mother taught me everything in life, but she never taught me how to deal with losing her or even how to believe in losing her. I want to see her or hear her voice, but when I was only a few meters away from her, I became coward. I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of the reality... I'm really scared.
The screen reappeared. I slowly raised my head and noticed my cousin standing beside me. They were sobbing and looking so sorrowful as they watched me. They couldn't even smile at me, and I couldn't pretend I wasn't in pain...that I'm not hurting. This pain is a pain that will always haunt forever. This pain will never heal. This pain if for forever.
I can't let her go, yet.
"I know this is so painful for everyone." Mom says in the screen. I saw her smile. It's not a painful smile or
