Oscar left when I went outside to check on him. He already left without texting me or calling or even informing me. He really badly wants me to be here, and spend the day with my brother. Indeed, it is because my brother was all the time with me. This the very first time I feel so genuinely happy after Mom lost. I haven't and even forgot to smile and laugh, and right now I could even do that here. I even loss counts hoe many times I was so happy while watching my brother playing and talking with me. Even we were in the dining room to eat, he still seated beside me but I could feel that he wants to come near to Velen. I saw how she simply and softly shake her head, and smile to my brother as if they already agreed something on this. There's a big cake infront of us, and foods around bu

