It was a gloomy day around. I was waiting for the sunset but the darkness was the one who met me. The rain is starting to pour around. I'm here in the balcony while looking outside the city. This is the very first Christmas that we will spend the Christmas alone. It's lonely. It's heartbreaking.
My grandparents died after they went home. They died at their home. I thought the helper were just making fun or whatever. I also thought that we could spend more years but it didn't cross my mind that I was only have hours with them.
I moved closer closing my eyes as the wind blew and the raindrops flashes unto me. It was so warmth. I place both of ny hands in the railings on my balcony while letting the rain pour into me.
Merry Christmas Mommy... Merry Christmas Mamu... Merry Christmas Gramps
