When will you be able to say goodbye without being hurt? When will the goodbye be no longer painful or tear-filled, or... even shedding a heart. There's no happiness and joy in goodbye.
The only exception of a good goodbyes is... "Good bye class. Class dismissed."
There's no happiness and joy in goodbye in real life. Goodbye means see you or not, at least I say the last words before we parted. After a good and bad goodbyes, there's a new room opens for you.
I said my final goodbyes. I set my loss loved ones so that I woud start setting myself from holding on, from the painMamu and Gramps, my loving and only mother, and my cherished grandparents. I'll do my best to be happy the way they wanted. I will be happier for my loved ones, but first and foremost, I I have to pick myself first.
