A. My eyes go to a picture of you, Gab and Sami sitting on your night stand. I look at his ensnaring eyes, his fleshy lips and his disarming smile and fresh tears flood my eyes. "I'm sorry" I whisper. I close my eyes and the memories we made at the log cabin Hotel comes crashing down on me. I am back there with him, holding hands with him and lying on the love shaped bed with white linens. "If I propose to you, would you say yes?" He had ask. "Propose to me? Oh please mister, we just had our first kiss a few days ago" I had said to him. "Yes I know but I have loved you longer. Even on Yemi's birthday in April, I had wanted to spend it with you but you wouldn't have believed me if I had approached you. I'm really glad Yemi got drunk and fell on top of you" he had said and we had lau

