chapter 10: broken

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Evelyn POV I work up with a splitting headache disoriented, I look around the place I am and realize it's not my room It took me a few minutes to realize where I am and all the memories of the night before comes rushing in In the next moment I break down crying wondering if this is all just a bad dream but I know it's not a bad dream It all real I have been violented in the worst way possible I don't know how many times I have woken up crying only to collapse again Dear God why why did this have to happen to me what did I ever do to deserve such Tears just keep on streaming down like a waterfall I lie back down hugging my knees like it's going to stop the pain I'm feeling I always thought I was strong but I was wrong I can't deal with this pain I'm tired I'm done I'm useless and used I'm just a damaged good I don't how long I have been crying but my head hurts so much everything is becoming a blur My entire body feels like I have been trampled on my a herd of elephants My body hurts but my heart is worse I have been stripped of everything my dignity Everything continues becoming a blur, I hear Mike rushing in holding me close to his chest saying soothing words before everything becomes completely black ….. I wake up with a splitting headache and body pains everything hurts nothing feels alright. I look around Mike's room trying to find anyone else but I'm alone I try to get out of bed but my body protests After a few minutes of trying I finally manage to stand up I take a few steps as Mike enter with a tray of food “Evelyn what are you doing out of bed” he scolds rushing over putting the tray on the bedside table He quickly comes over where I'm standing and helps me back to bed I want to protest but I don't have the energy anymore and every cell in my body is telling me to just go back to bed Mike helps me back to bed making sure I'm sitting comfortably before getting the tray and serving the food “How long have I been out” I ask barely audible I can't even recognize my own voice it sounds so hoarse and tiny My hands me a cup of water which i gladly take I didn't even realize I was so thirsty “You have been going in and out of coma for two days now, everytime you would wake crying until you tire yourself out and collapse plus you have had a high fever” Mike explains sadly “Oh “ Is all I can manage to say everything is so broken nothing feels right “Don't stress yourself I have got you, you need to be strong okay” “But what if I don't want to be strong” I say slowly in a whisper looking down I can already feel the tears stinging my eyes “Look Eve I know what happened to you is unbearable but you need to be strong if not for you do it for me” Mike says holding my chin so I can look directly in his eyes “What's the use mike everything is broken it all over nothing is ever going to be the same” Tears have now started streaming down freely I don't know how much more I can keep this going “I'm not going to tell you everything is going to be alright cause I'm not sure if they'll I'm not god so I don't know the future but do you really think your mom would want you to give up so easily huh” Mike continues saying as he wipes my tears with his hand “You need to be strong keep on living and make the person responsible for your condition today pay . If you give up that means you are raising the white flag you are giving the culprit free victory. You need to cry out today but tomorrow be ready to fight make those who wronged you. Show those who want to see you fail show them your success I know you are strong I know you can fight this battle too. You've got me no matter what so get up and get ready to fight don't give up please” My tears can't be cleaned by this time Mike has also started crying I have never seen Mike cry before this is the first time even when he found his boyfriend cry he always just joked about it all but today he is crying I just throw myself into Mike's hands hugging him tightly as I continue to sob loudly I don't know what I ever did to deserve such a friend if it was someone else they would have left me now that my entire body is tented I don't know how long passed with me crying in Mike's hand until finally my sobbing subsides I destangled myself from the embrace as I wipe my tears “Thank you Mike, but I need to go home now. I haven't been home for two days I'm pretty sure everyone is worried” Mike doesn't argue and just agrees . He saves the food and we eat in complete silent each stuck in their own mind After eating I go to take a shower after removing my clothes Seeing the bruises on my body I can't help but start sobbing again I try my best until I get my emotions under control I take a quick shower and move out of the shower I find that mike has bought for me some clothes I take the underwear and slip them on after drying myself and putting some lotion. He has bought for me a sweatpant and long sleeved tortle neck shirt. After I'm done dressing I go down stairs to look for mike I find him in the sitting room waiting for me When he sees me he picks up the car keys going outside I follow him behind he opens the door and lock it after we move We use the elevator to move to the ground floor where the garage is situated The car ride back home is in complete silent no one talks.
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