I don't if it's just me but today the air seems free and refreshing
I enjoy my ice cream feeling free for the first time
I feel like I can take on the entire world with my babies
But I don't feel like I can stay in this country I have to leave and build a better future for my kids
I need to start thinking about the welfare of my kids
I stayed at the park the whole afternoon until evening
I start going home thinking of ways to tell Mike and Cathy everything
I really hope they support me but either way whether they support me or not I'm going to protect my kids from the cruelty of the world
I arrive home to find Mike and Cathy searching for something or rather someone
The moment I entered the house and called their names asking what they looking for the practically dashing over to me enveloping me in a bone crushing hug
“Can't breathe” I struggle to say tapping their hands
“Um sorry” Mike says with a sheepish smile “we thought something bad happened to you”
“I'm good I just went to the park to clear my mind”
“It's alright so how did the hospital trip go” Cathy asks
“I couldn't do it I can't kill an innocent soul” I say looking at them both
I hope they won't judge me, I'm both surprised and relieved to see how happy there are.
“We are so glad you made them right choice, we were actually too scared to meddle with your personal life” mike says visibly relaxed
“Yeah Evy we are so proud of you for making such a bold decision”
“Wait before anything can I be the godfather for the baby” Mike asks beaming with joy
Me and Cathy couldn't help but burst out laughing at Mike's enthusiasm
“Yes Mike actually we are having twins” oh I wish I had a camera cause their expression right now is gold
In the next moment mike and Cathy shouts in happiness I had to cover my ears
They start rumbling on and on about how there going to spoil the kids I couldn't help but laugh at there childish act
We start chatting about how the future is going to be
I don't know how there going to deal with the news of my plan to move out of the country
I was really scared that mike and Cathy won't support me but to my bewilderment they support me one hundred percent
The only condition is that Mike has to come with me
And honestly I couldn't be more glad I can't manage to leave and start a new life a lone in a foreign country
I really hope everything goes well I can't afford anything happening to my little ones
we have decided to move out of the country with a month new life new identify and a everything
I just hope I can give my kids a good life
I might not know who their father is but I'm going to be both the father and mother.
I always have hoped for a family maybe this is god's way of fulfilling my wish
for this month before I leave I plan on spending each moment with Cathy
after a month I'll moving starting a new life
I'll erase the timid and hopeless little girl I'll become independent and brave for my babies
but I swear if anyone tries to harm me or my children I'll send them directly to hell
I'm willing to over look everything Whitney did but I can't afford her or anything finding out I'm pregnant
the way I know Whitney she might do something that might harm my babies
I lie down while caressing my belly thinking of the bright future ahead of me
I guess pregnancy really does change people I haven't known that I'm pregnant but I'm already acting like this
"wow what has gotten into you , you're practically glowing" mike comments walking into my room with a glass of milk
just upon seeing the glass I scrutch my nose in disgust I really hate the smell of milk
Mike seeing my reaction burst out "you have no choice now drink up"
Mike says handing me the milk I can clearly see him trying to mask his amusement
I quietly take the glass holding my nose I quickly drink the milk knowing arguing with Mike is useless
after drinking the milk I sit with Mike and we decide to watch Netflix
we both watch Netflix laughing like old times my life seems to be getting brighter
dear God please protect and give me strength to deal with everything