I arrive home and the first thing that welcomes me is my kids screaming at each other
“Sorry ma'am I'll get them under control “ Anna quickly apologies when she sees me arrive
“It's alright you can take the rest of the day off I'll handle the kids “
Anna is the house nanny she is in her early forties and a very nice lady
Mike hired her after I gave birth to the twins and she has been with us Ever since
I grab my son and stand between them “Evan, Emily why are you both fighting “
Evan “she started it mom tell her to give me my tablet back “.
Emily “no mommy he started it I want my doll back “
Eve - “okay Evan give your sister her doll, Emily give your brother his tablet. Good now tell me why you took each other's things “.
Evan - “she started it I was on my tablet when she just came out of nowhere and took it . So I got her doll to negotiate “
Emily - “ I just wanted to play with him but he wouldn't leave his tablet “
Good who knew raising kids would be this exhausting especially twins
I kneel down in front of both my kids holding there cheeks
Eve- “Emily you shouldn't be taking your brother's things like that, if you want to play with him ask him. And Evan you should be spending time with you sister you guys are family you shouldn't be fighting like tom and Jerry okay “
“Sorry mommy we won't do it again “
“Good now who want to go to the amusement park?“
“Me!“ They both shout simultaneously jumping up and down
“Okay calm down go and get ready we go and have fun “
They both run upstairs to their bedroom to get there things
Even if they fight they can't sleep in different rooms not in a million years
I follow behind knowing they'll both need my help
My kids are worlds apart lily looks a lot like me her face and hair color but her eye color is different from mine
Emily has grayish eyes but they both have similar birth marks I'm guessing they got that from there so called father
Evan is completely different from me the only he has is my eye color
If it's not for the eyes you wouldn't believe Evan is my son
He is completely different from me Emily is very bubbly and talkative
But Evan is quiet and reserved sometimes he acts way above his age
Emily loves fashion and medical stuffs while Evan is completely in business and computer
Sometimes the things he says surprises me he even gives me business advice
Sometimes I really worry he is growing up to fast he doesn't even hang out with kids of his age saying there too childish and wouldn't teacher him anything
I just want both my kids to have a good childhood even if we are not rich I just want them to be happy and not regret anything
I'm lucky they don't ask about there father cause I really don't know what I would say
I have no idea where I would even start from
How do you even tell your kids you don't know there father because you were raped
But anyway I'll tell them everything when the right time arrive when there older and more matured
Anyways enough about that I can't change the past and honestly I wouldn't want to change anything
I was thrown into darkness but without that darkness I wouldn't have what I have today.
I arrive in there rooms and I find them both busy changing helping each other
That's what I love about my kids even if they fight a lot there always there for each other no matter what I hope they don't change ever
After getting the kids ready we move out of the house making sure to lock it
Right now school is closed for summer break so the kids
We get into the car and off we go to the amusement park