Sunday (13:25)
"Gosh, weekend ends really fast, I didn't got to do some enough relaxation yet." Jane muttered while shoving an ice cream into her mouth. "Uh f**k, why's this ice cream is so good!"
I didn't bother to say anything and just keep eating my ice cream. It's true though, weekends ends super real quick, like the heck, are they in a hurry? I haven't even meet that guy from the bar again. I want to see him so bad.
I eat my ice cream very slow, I just don't want to leave my only happiness yet, except those handsome guys. The park is pretty much occupied today, there are a lot of people and you can't see someone in here walking or sitting just by themselves, all you see here are bunch of couples flirting with each other like it's so gross.
There's this two pairs of gay couple(two girls and two guys) near us, they're so cute. I always wanted to feel something like that. I just don't know when or if I'll ever find that someone, my twin flame.
I'm so tired of living my life all alone. I just don't like the fact that I didn't have the chance to get any girlfriends or boyfriends in high school and college.
Fuck! I wish I could have someone one-day, but maybe goddess of love, make my lover come sooner please.
"Hey b***h, are you okay?" Jane snaps her finger in front of my eyes.
"Yeah, why?" I shrugged.
I looked at her cup of ice cream and realizes that her cup is already empty. That's why she noticed me looking at them, when she's done eating she usually don't stop talking even though my mouth is still stuffed. I looked back to her eyes.
"Stop staring at them like that, you look like you wanted to kill them. Don't you see they're gossiping about us right now." She said, lowering her voice almost whispering. "Gosh." Shrugged off her shoulders.
"I'm sorry?" I scoffed. "I thought I look adorable with that, damn."
She laughs. "Nah b***h, even when you smile you look like you are about to murder someone."
I shot her deadly glares and stand up and so as she. I'm almost finished eating ice cream and decided to leave immediately. I don't want to hurt my own feelings by looking at these cheesy couples here.
We headed to the parking lot where my car is parked and I didn't expect to see someone in the corner of my eye. I stopped.
It's the guy from the bar. I wanted to call out his name but damn, I forgot I don't know him. I look at Jane if she also saw what I saw but she doesn't give a f**k, I look back to where I see him and he's nowhere to be found.
"Damn, it is my chance to talk to him and he's gone just like that." I groaned. Jane called my name but I can't paid her any attention so she just get into my car.
I look around again but didn't have a luck to see anyone lurking or something I expected.
~•~•~•~
"Hey!" She yelled before throwing her fist onto my face.
I moaned. "What the f**k?" Did this girl go to gym, I swear she's better at punching more than me. Her hands are like so f*****g heavy.
"I'm calling you from your living room 5 times and I didn't just called you, I even yelled your name." I can feel that she's frustrated.
"What's the matter with you?" I moaned, my face still hurts.
"You!? What's the matter with you? You act like you are out of yourself since that time in the parking lot," she almost wanted to yell at me but manage to make herself calm down. " You know you can tell me every inch of you if you are in doubt or in trouble, so, what's wrong?"
"Okay," I sighed and sit beside her on the sofa.
I told her everything from the start, starting from the bar where there's that guy, gorgeous as f**k and also act so f*****g retard, to May's house where I saw this guy standing in a door way near her room which May said that it's her cousin, who's f*****g beautiful and all and what just happened back there in the parking lot.
After all of what I said I took really deep breaths. I look at her, giving her a questioning look since she didn't said anything after what I told her and it's almost 2 mins.
"Josh. You. are. All grown up." She shrieked and squeezes me tightly. Few moments, she finally released me.
"Yuck." I gagged, "I told you, don't ever call me Josh again. It's Ted okay, and also who said that I am still a baby." I flipped my invisible long hair then exited my room.
I heard her laugh while I head to the kitchen. I'm not hungry, I just needed to do some walking to relieve the nervousness that I feel. I just can't, every time I think of that guy and Noah it makes my body tremble. I don't know what else to do if ever I meet them again.
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It's already 11:09 (23:09) and I was really bored, I and Jane are in the living room. She's lying on the sofa, sleeping while I'm sitting on the chair beside it, watching some random scary videos on YouTube.
I was so focused on finding the ghost in the video, kinda feel tense and scared for maybe the upcoming jump scares. But before the jump scare shows up I was being startled by the notification tone from my phone.
"Who the hell is this?" I don't usually use i********: as a form of socializing I only use it to follow and see some of celebs posts and other things.
I opened i********: and an unknown user requests to follow me. I stalked it's account but it says the account is new. It doesn't even have any followers nor following anyone and I'm the first one maybe.
I decided to accept the request and then they immediately send me a message.
'Hi there gorgeous, I'm sorry for making this hard for you. I just don't want to reveal myself yet, but I can't hide it anymore. I like you like, like you more than just being friends. I just don't have the strength to say it to you using my real or original account. I just don't believe that I am pretty much for you. That's all I LOVE YOU. Goodnight XOXO.'
My eyes widened, what the f**k. I shrieked. Oh my god, finally a f*****g awesome admirer.
"shitt!" I feel so excited to know who's the mystery guy. I could feel my cheeks burning up, if I just see myself right now, I know I looked exactly like a tomato.
I stared at their message for a few moments before deciding to reply.
'f**k, I didn't expect anyone would ever love me. Hoping you should reveal yourself sooner. Goodnight.?' And pressed the send button. I then quickly headed to my room, hopped into my bed and hug my pillow really tight until I fell asleep from being so happy to finally being feel loved.