Unpleasant Past
500 Words
Siya's POV
I came home directly after my recent episode. I threw my bag on the floor and fell on my bed.
I left abruptly without saying anything to Abel. I was not able to form words when he apologised for his behaviour.
The truth was, I was also waiting for that moment when I could express my feelings towards him. But God's plan was different.
I was in a dilemma. Should I open up to him?
If I don't then he will think that it's about him. If I tell him, then I don't know, may be he will hate me..
I don't know what to do......!
Suddenly i heard somebody walking towards my room. It was Mumma.
"What happened Kanna?" She asked me.
"Nothing Mumma. ". I lied to her.
"I know you. I am your Mom . I can tell when something is wrong. Now, be a good girl and tell me..."
I nodded. I knew I had to talk to her about this. She is the one who knows everything.
"Mumma, there is a boy in my college, Abel, I like him" I started to unfold.
"What's wrong in that Kanna?
Are you worried about what we will say?"
"No Ma, I know you will support me always.
It's that Today, there was a moment when we got a little close.
But I couldn't help myself. All the past thoughts flooded my mind and I almost had a panic attack.
He helped me through it....
But poor Abel, he thought that it happened because of him.
I dont know what to do." I told her everything in one breath.
"Oh my poor girl! Why god is punishing you again?
You have to be strong Siya.
You have to find courage to lead your life normally.
It's not your fault. Remember that.
If you think this boy is worth it then you should open up to him.
No need to think about the consequences.
You cannot change your past but you can colour your future with your own hands."
"Be brave Kanna! We are there with you always." I hear Pappas's sound from the door.
he was there the whole time.... I felt a littke uneasy..
He came in and hugged me.
"Don't you ever think that there is any fault in you.
You are the most compassionate person i have ever met.
I am proud of how you have grown into a beautiful soul." He said.
I was shocked to hear these words from him. He never opened up his opinions in front of others. He was always this strict father.
I hugged both of them and said
"If you both are there with me then I will move mountains. I am blessed to have you both. Nothing can worry me anymore."
I smile confidently...
After talking to them I was relieved.
Now I know what to do.....
On the silent corner there was somebody listening to everything....
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Who was it?
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