Split Mind

i was shaking from shock

I have a theory that Humans are a virus to the planet Earth and it has been trying to get rid of us. Everyone has their own belief but the fact that something is trying to kill us all is something i think we can all agree on. Christians believe Satan is trying to sway them away from God which will guarantee them eternal damnation. Scientists believe that the sun will explode and there will be a total annihilation of the human race. Some believe we have made Mother Nature unhappy and our unwillingness to stop destroying her home will unleash Armageddon. Its always something,right, outbreak of diseases,eruption of volcanoes, tsunamis. Whatever it is that is trying to kill us always forgets to factor what a person with something to loose can do.

Feeling is a drive you cant program and can't swtch off

I felt so powerless over what was happening. There was rapture of emotion from gut and a bellow escaped my mouth with tears just flowing down my face and not realizing just how loud i was i hear Sasha at the window. I take a minute to compose myself " yeaaaahh-" i answered "are you crying?"

"no- baby im just... i .. i stubbed my toe on the door! where is Maggie?"i said trying to get the sound of my voice right "Maggie is eating" she said pointing "Why aren't you eating sashh" -" im not hungry" -"oh okay ill be out in a minute" I took a backpack and started packing some stuff i thought we'd need stuff like canned foods,torches, bandages, sanitary stuff and powerbanks which thanks to power cuts lately are fully charged. My nostalgic self wished to take more stuff but the bag was already full. Grabbed the straps of the bag and reassured myself that we would be fine. Took a few deep breaths in and was heading out. Just as i reached the door way the ground began to shake again and i hear a lot of crushing sounds heading my way and i try to take cover under a desk. The ground kept shaking and all i could do is pray my children were fine.

Two minutes later it was calm again and i decided it was safe to come out. The ceiling beams had fallen and were blocking the hallway like an obstacle course. Slowly i tried to make my way out of there. Near the end of the mess i put in one leg first then followed my body then i leaned on the last beam to get my remaining leg and the beam shifted and the beam behind me nearly crushed my leg. A big chill was sent down my spine. I was shaking from shock. After i calmed again i took a deep breath in and tried to take out my leg but i couldn't. "Ohhh no no no no... this cant be happening" i said with Disbelief

i kept trying and trying but it just wouldn't budge. I didn't want to move the beams because i really didn't know what would happen.

"Lolo!" i hear Sasha scream along with Maggie and a breath of relief. "Yeaaaaahhhhh! Im coming stay where you are!" i shouted back. The sound echoed that the house rumbled and i hear a big thud and screams outside then all of the sudden silence.