What the Fire Left Behind

1022 Words
I wake up to grey morning light and the smell of wet moss and dirt in my nose. For one beautiful, stupid second, my mind is blank. Then it all comes rushing back, the drums, Damian’s cold “No,” the laughter, and the way my father wouldn’t even look at me. I curl into a ball on the forest floor and let myself feel it all, all the way to the bottom. Ugly, choking sobs burst from me until my throat is raw. I hate how small I sound. I hate that even out here alone, I’m still breaking over him. Eventually, the tears run out. The sun rises higher, completely indifferent. The world doesn’t stop just because some omega got rejected in front of everyone. I already knew that; I just didn’t think it would hurt this much. My palms are torn and stinging. My fancy dress is shredded and filthy. There’s a deep bruise-like ache under my ribs that feels like more than just a broken bond. I press my hand there, half hoping I’ll feel something — a scar, a mark, proof that last night was real. Nothing. Just my own heartbeat, still stupidly thumping like it didn’t get the memo that we’re ruined. Not weak. Never weak. And he knows it. My wolf’s voice echoes in my head again. I shove it away. I can’t handle voices and silver lights and whatever ancient stuff right now. One impossible thing at a time. I limp back toward pack territory as the sun fully rises. The walk feels endless. Every step hurts, but not as much as what’s waiting for me. The second I step into the training yard, the whispers start. Eyes slide my way and dart away like I’m contagious. Tobias — a guy I used to share snacks with when we were pups — doesn’t even bother pretending. “Rejected in front of the whole damn pack,” he laughs to his friends, loud enough for me to hear. “Even the Alpha King wouldn’t touch that trash.” I keep my face blank and my spine straight. I’ve practiced this for years. Don’t flinch. Don’t cry. Don’t give them the satisfaction. The words still hit me like punches to the gut. When I finally push open the door to our small house, Dad is sitting at the kitchen table, staring into a mug of coffee that has gone cold. He doesn’t stand up. Doesn’t even look surprised to see me looking like I got dragged through hell. “Elena,” he says, flat and tired. That’s it. Just my name. “You didn’t say anything,” I snap. My voice comes out steadier than I feel. “Last night. You just stood there while he tore me apart in front of everyone.” He sighs and rubs his face. “What was I supposed to do? He’s the Alpha King. Arguing with him in front of the whole pack would’ve made things worse.” “Worse than what?” My laugh sounds bitter even to me. “Worse than watching your daughter get publicly rejected and humiliated?” “Worse for the family, Elena.” He finally meets my eyes, but there’s no fight in them. Just defeat. “You know how things are. We’re already barely hanging on. I couldn’t risk making it worse for all of us.” Four words. Worse for the family. That’s how he sees me. A risk. A liability. Not a daughter who just had her heart ripped out. The realization hits me like cold water. I’ve never been anyone’s priority. Not even here. “I get it,” I say quietly. “I’m the problem.” I don’t wait for whatever weak excuse he’ll come up with. I go upstairs and slam the door behind me. Mira finds me twenty minutes later, throwing clothes into my old canvas bag like a robot. She freezes in the doorway. “You’re really leaving.” It’s not a question. “I can’t stay here, Mira.” My hands won’t stop moving. “You heard them. From now on I’m ‘the omega the Alpha King rejected.’ Every hallway, every gathering, every day. I won’t survive being that girl.” She crosses the room quickly and grabs my wrist, her fingers shaking. “Then go be someone else. But promise me you’ll come back.” Looking at my sister — the only person who’s ever really seen me — something inside me breaks wider. I pull her into a tight hug before I start crying again. “I promise,” I whisper. I actually mean it, even if I have no idea how I’m going to keep it. I slip out of the house before dawn the next morning while the pack is still sleeping. I don’t look back at the training yard or the bonfire pit. I just walk. Keep walking until Ashwood territory is far behind me. Three days later I’m half-starved, my feet blistered and bleeding, sleeping in whatever hole I can find. I smell smoke that isn’t mine. Every survival instinct screams to run. A lone unmarked omega in neutral territory is basically walking prey. But I’m so tired. So empty. When I push through the last bushes and see an old woman sitting by a small fire with two cups already poured, as if she had been waiting for me, I just stop. She looks ancient. Silver hair, skin like old paper, and eyes the pale blue of frozen lakes. When she finally looks up at me, her gaze sharpens with recognition. “There you are,” she says, her voice rough but warm. “I wondered how long it would take the fire in you to wake up and lead you here.” I blink, my exhausted brain struggling to keep up. “Fire?” She smiles — slow, knowing, a little dangerous — and nods at the empty spot across from her. “Sit down, child. You’ve got no idea what you really are yet. And it’s about time somebody told you the truth.”
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