“I know you are not ready to see me or talk to me but I came here to apologize” he said nothing, he was standing by the big window again watching the garden as the flowers bloomed for spring, the sun shining brightly at them and soft wind blowing the surrounding trees their green leaves moving around in harmony but my heart only had chaos, been far from him was hurting not being able to touch me was hell, and I created that hell
“I’m sorry for making decisions for you, I’m so sorry for being selfish and a brat, I meant well I promise I love you Jason, with everything I have and I can’t imagine my life without you, and I’m going to spend the rest of my life apologizing for my mistakes making up for the wrongs I did if you will still have me” my eyes were glassy and I didn’t want to cry, I
