everything was just a mess, and it was my fault I created this fucken mess, I thought as tears fell freely but my mate who was supposed to be the wiping them was pissed at me, and who would have blamed him? I f****d up really bad, I caressed the blonde hair on nick's head, it was wet, and his shirt full of blood his eyes shut, I could hear his heart beating slowly if the doctors were not to get here soon I was going to lose him, lose them, how is my life so complicated?
My mother was on the floor with uncle Caleb, his head on her lap sobbing hard, my father at her side, it was what wanted, I never dreamed of loving two-man equally but I did, I didn’t mean to cheat on my mate but I did, all these things are my fault, I did them but I was going to have to fight to have them both how? onl
