I was still staring at the phone when Amanda called me to join her. "You know you're not only killing yourself but an entire future," Amanda said and I wonder how this situation has anything to do with the future. "And how is that?" I asked. "You might end up breaking up and no more producing little cupcake and little devil, no more future you to charm the pant off every girl and no little cupcake to be the biggest celebrity star." she said and I laughed, also trust Amanda to think of such future. "I don't see the break up happening because I can't go on." I said and she just sighed, I think she has nothing more to say so we both went to join Aunt Margret. I am worried, Cupcake no longer has a long conversation with me, she always comes up with the excuse of doing something, and tonig

