95 LYNNE “I’ve thought about it, but I can’t, Tim,” I said, cradling the telephone on my shoulder. “Not yet.” “It would be hard to be here without Connor, I know,” Tim said. I was silent for a moment, thinking. “It would be impossible—for now,” I admitted. “It took me so long to find him, Tim. How do I go back to business as usual without him?” “I don’t know,” he said, “but I know you’ll make it. You’ve always been tough.” “We all have our limits,” I said. “And you have that baby you always wanted,” he reminded me. I managed a little laugh. “Not such a baby anymore,” I said. “He’s actually a miniature version of Connor.” “Lynne, about that—I sent you a package. Forwarded it from Darcy,” he said. “Darcy?” I asked, surprised. “Why would he be sending me a package?” “I think you’re

