I hadn’t told Bella about my new job because that would make her wonder why I suddenly needed a job and then I would have to tell her all about my mom and her remarriage. Only this morning, I had cried tons in the shower. I missed her terribly and all I had of her was a contact number, which she wasn’t picking up either. I had no idea of knowing whether she was fine or not. I had never felt more lonelier than before. Coming back home to an empty house makes you feel like crap. I had never truly valued her presence in my life before, but now I miss her like hell. She was a constant in my life, a person who I thought would never leave me. For the first time in my life, St Lawrence made me feel at ease. I used to hate this place but now I feel the most comfortable here. “Mike’s coming”, Be

