đșAlpha Kingđș POV
A king is never truly alone.
Even when the throne room empties, when the council scatters like frightened prey and the warriors retreat to their barracks, the weight of a kingdom still presses against my spine. Power hums beneath my skin, restless and demanding. It always has.
I was not born gentle.
I was born to rule.
The morning sun filters through the towering windows of my office, casting long shadows across maps carved into the obsidian table before me. Borders. Territories. Enemy lands marked in red. Every line represents bloodâeither already spilled or waiting to be.
âYouâre going to burn holes through the table if you keep staring like that.â
I donât turn. I donât need to.
Only one wolf in this entire kingdom would dare speak to me like that.
âSay that again,â I reply calmly.
A chuckle answers me instead of fear.
Kael.
My Beta. My general. My only true friend.
We grew up togetherâtrained together, bled together, survived things that wouldâve broken lesser wolves. When my aura crushed warriors to their knees, Kael stood unmoved. When my temper shattered alphas, Kael spoke freely. Not because he lacked respectâbut because he earned his place beside me.
He leans against the wall now, arms crossed, silver eyes sharp with amusement. âRelax. Iâm just sayingâyouâve got a long day ahead. Meetings, patrol reports, council whining.â
âLet them whine,â I say. âThe kingdom stands because I donât listen to weakness.â
Kael snorts. âYou sure thatâs not because you enjoy terrifying everyone?â
I finally look at him. âBoth can be true.â
He grins, then grows more serious as he steps closer. âThe mating ceremony is two weeks away.â
My jaw tightens.
âI know.â
âThis year feels different,â he says quietly. âIâve been praying to the Moon Goddess every night.â
I arch a brow. âYou? Praying?â
âMock me all you want,â Kael replies, unbothered. âBut Iâm ready. I want my mate. I want that bond.â
I scoff and turn back to the window. âThen youâre a fool.â
âMaybe,â he admits. âBut donât tell me youâve never wondered.â
I feel my wolf stir at the question.
His name is Razeâa violent, relentless beast who lives to dominate and destroy. He hates cages. Hates limits. And lately, he has been driving me mad.
Mate, Raze growls in my head.
We need her.
âControl yourself,â I mutter under my breath.
Kael notices. Of course he does. âRaze acting up again?â
âHeâs irrelevant,â I snap.
Kael steps closer. âYou sure? Youâve never onceânot onceâwanted a mate? Someone bound to you? Someone whoââ
âI donât need a mate,â I cut in sharply. âI donât need love. I donât need fate choosing for me.â
Raze roars in protest.
âI will never look for her,â I continue coldly. âI donât want to meet her. I donât want to know her. If the bond exists, it will die unfulfilled.â
Kael studies me carefully. âAnd if she finds you?â
âThat will be her mistake.â
Before he can respond, the office door swings open without permission.
I donât have to turn to know who it is.
âHonestly,â a female voice says lazily, âyour guards are getting worse.â
Lyra.
She struts inside like she owns the placeâlong dark hair, sharp eyes, confidence dripping from every step. She doesnât bow. Never does. She walks straight toward me and, without invitation, settles onto my lap.
Kael groans. âIâm still here.â
âAnd?â Lyra smirks. âYouâve seen worse.â
I donât touch her. I donât push her away either. Lyra is usefulâbeautiful, ambitious, and fully aware that what we have is not love.
âYouâre late,â I say flatly.
She shrugs. âI got bored.â
Kael shakes his head. âYou know,â he mutters, âone day youâre going to sit on the wrong alpha and lose your head.â
Lyra laughs. âNot this one.â
Lyraâs laughter is light, confidentâcareless in the way only someone who feels untouchable can afford. Kael exhales slowly, rubbing a hand over his face like heâs already tired of the situation.
âIâll leave you two,â he says at last. âIâll be in the training grounds if you need me.â
His gaze flicks to me, sharp and knowing. Kael always sees more than he says. With that, he turns and walks out, closing the door behind him without another word.
Silence settles in the officeâthick, charged.
Lyra doesnât waste a second.
She shifts on my lap, her fingers sliding over my chest, nails tracing slow, deliberate lines as if she owns the space, the moment⊠me. Her lips curve into a satisfied smile as she leans closer, pressing a kiss against my jaw, then my mouth.
Raze snarls instantly.
No, my wolf growls. This is wrong.
I ignore him.
I always do.
I kiss her backânot because I crave her, but because itâs easier than listening to the voice in my head that wonât shut up lately. The one that keeps whispering about bonds and destiny and things I refuse to believe in.
Lyraâs hands tighten in my shirt as the kiss deepens, heat building between us. For a moment, the world narrows to thisâcontrol, familiarity, distraction.
Thenâ
Knock. Knock. Knock.
Lyra groans against my mouth. âIgnore it.â
The knocking comes again, louder this time.
âForget whoever that is,â she says, annoyance creeping into her voice as she presses closer.
Knock. Knock.
âMy king?â the guard calls carefully through the door. âI apologize for disturbing you, but it is time for your meeting.â
I pull back instantly.
Lyra scowls. âSeriously?â
âYes,â I say firmly. âTell the elders Iâll be there shortly.â
âOf course, my king,â the guard replies, footsteps retreating down the corridor.
I stand, setting Lyra aside gently but decisively. âIâm sorry. I have to go.â
She folds her arms. âYouâre always busy.â
âIâll make it up to you tonight,â I say, leaning down to kiss her once more.
Her irritation fades, replaced by a pleased smile. âYou better.â
The meeting drags on longer than expectedâelders arguing over borders, trade routes, ceremony preparations. By the time I dismiss them, the moon is already high.
Exhaustion settles deep in my bones.
When I finally return to my chambers, the scent hits me first.
Lyra.
Sheâs stretched across my bed like she belongs there, wearing far too little and far too much confidence. She smiles when she sees me.
âI was waiting,â she purrs.
I stop short. âNot tonight.â
Her smile falters. âWhat?â
âIâm tired,â I say evenly. âGo to your room. Another time.â
Her eyes flash with anger. âYou promised.â
âAnd I will keep it,â I reply coldly. âJust not tonight.â
Silence stretches between us before she scoffs, grabbing her things.
âFine,â she snaps, storming toward the door. It slams shut behind her.
I rub a hand over my face, irritation fading into weariness.
After a quick bath, I collapse onto the bed, staring up at the ceiling. Raze stirs uneasily.
Her, he murmurs. The red wolf.
âNo,â I whisper. âNot tonight.â
For the past week, the same dream has haunted meâa red-furred wolf, watching me with eyes I can never quite see clearly. Always just out of reach. Always pulling.
I close my eyes, forcing the thought away.
I just want sleep.
No dreams.
No fate.
And slowly, despite myself⊠darkness takes me.