Trapped by Mr PERFECT. ( Billionaire Edition)

Inner battle - 1

Moli Roy Pov

Next day of filling complain, I wanted to sleep a little longer in the morning but due to my horrible dream and panic, I wake up at 5 am, The whole night was uneasy for me and still, in the morning I am feeling restless, It feels like something much darker is going to happen soon. And I don't even want to think about what worse could happen to me.

I have been suffering hell for the last five years. That is because I thought it is necessary to fight for the right and this hurts their (my ex's) ego and pride.

I never hate anyone in my life but now, I hate them, both of them more than anything. They treat me like s**t, they played with me like I was their toy. What was my fault..??, that's I gave them a chance, I gave myself a chance to believe in love, loyalty, trust and everything with sound pleasant when we hear in fairy tales.

My thoughts were everywhere at that very moment. I was battling and suffering within me. For motivating my self to stand as long as we live and have to face any kind of this thing. And by battling means I am talking and discussing to my inner self at 5 am, so I can clear up my mind a little bit.

And as I am expecting in between my thoughts my Inner self finally pokes me exact place where it hurts most.

"You made two bad decisions based on love and you are still suffering" my inner self was trying to talk to me in a mocking tone.

Yes of course, Because

"first love taught me Love the one who loves you, who waits for you".

And "second love taught me first learn to love yourself and fall in love whenever you are ready, not lonely".

"But what does this learning means if someone tries to hurt you again and again without any reason?" My inner self replied I can feel her glaring towards me with a hater.

It was not my fault that both of them are not ready to accept anything, I do not know when this crazy fight started, I never wanted this much complication.

They hurt me and I just wanted to move on in my life without any drama, but they started doing this crazy insane stuff to show me my place.

"You should have stayed away from them, Or you should have accepted them and their conditions, or you should not fall again so then at least you had to deal with only one of them" My inner self spoke senselessly.

Oh really ! could you able to live in peace then ??? Don't forget that you are part of me. I didn't plan for falling in love at the first place, and I gave my self second chance as I didn't want to lose hope in love as well as my heart wants to be healed. And why should I suppose to accept anything which I don't like? Girls are not weak, And nobody has the right to suppress them because they thought they are naive and will accept mistakes and foolishness of every man???

Maybe now my inner self will understand everything, I never did wrong to anyone and I never will. But if someone tries do to something wrong with me then for sure I will fight back. I will fight back till my last breathe in any condition. My inner soul is completely silent maybe she's silently agreed with my thoughts.

I have been talking to myself for the last half an hour, I am behaving like some crazy woman. Before that, I would think something else 'Nik' Wake up by my side.

I told her to sleep again but because she knew that my mind is wandering everywhere and I am not doing well from Yesterday.

"We should go to the morning walk," she enthusiastically said to me.

I know she's trying hard for making me feel better and I don't want to spoil her mood too, as I like her idea.

"Okay let's get ready for a walk," I said her with a huge smile, as I thank God to give me a friend like her.

We left our apartment and went to a nearby garden. It seemed like all the toxic thoughts of my mind purifies by the fresh air. I was just staring at space completely detoxifying my mind.

" You zoned out again," Nik playfully said to me.

"No I am not zoned out, I am just clearing my mind So that I can think straight," I said her with concentration and full of faith.

"Good, I am always there for you in your every decision and I will never let you fall," she said to me with a smile and complete sincerity in her voice.

"Thanks and that's what makes me more strong" I replied to her.

After that, we grab samosa and poha (famous Indian food that is eaten in the morning or snacks) for our breakfast from the nearest shop. We planned to visit the police station in the afternoon to know progress about the case.

Nik left the apartment at 8 am as she has to go to her office while I got ready and was on leave, so I just thought of relaxing the whole day.

I feel fresh, For me, Its look like a new beginning, as my inner soul is now cooperating with me. Maybe I was still afraid of outcomes and fighting that's why my inner soul was fighting with me for my every decision, but it is completely ok with me as it helps me clear my mind, As my inner mind aroused my conviction. Now I knew well, that I am doing right and I will keep doing it without any fear.

I was in my room sitting on my bed when a specific voice draws my attention.

"It's time it's time to visit the police station," Nik said to be a hint of nervousness in her voice.

She was standing near my bed waiting for my response, She's there for me to make me strong and I am also ready for all the outcomes which I have to face.

"Don't worry Nik, I'm ready for everything and I Have already made up my mind for fighting against anything inappropriate," I replied to her in a stern and confident tone.

We left at 1 in the afternoon and reach there at 2, We meet the same officer who is working on my case 'Mr Yash Ranjiv'. He remembers us maybe we gave him hard time, Just kidding he's Nik friend, he's the one who guided me about everything related to filling this case. So he knows us very well and greeted us with his warm smile but I can sense the uneasiness in his every movement, I know what it means but still, I want a clear answer from him so I simply just ask him,

"Hello Mr Ranjiv, I am here to know whether you can find any clue about who hacked by social media" somehow I knew the answer already but hoping that it was just my intuition.

"Regarding that, I am very sorry, We unable to track anything yet it seems like a professional is involved in it. We will try our best to catch the culprit." He paused for a few minutes but finally said with disappointment.

I thought it would happen like that only, and look it happens. That hacker guy also posted threat for me mentioning that "Active your old number, and stop running from me, If you didn't come to me by your own then I will catch you as soon as possible and It won't be good for you sweet".

I want to puke on his last word.

That threat says everything by its own, and I was more worried about what else one can do to me.

"How much time you need to finish your investigation and to catch that person....? I am running short of time, that person threatened me on social media" I replied frustration evident in my voice

"We need few more days and we will catch him," Ranjiv said with assurance.

"Okay, Thanks " I replied and leave police station while Nik was still inside may be talking to Ranjiv.

She came out with a red face, it feels like she's furious because they unable to catch that person, But as she saw me looking at her, She composed herself and smile towards me.

"Come Let's go Moo, we are going out for lunch," she said to me it looks like she's trying to divert my attention.

"Okay, but where" I replied, I know my life is Stormy but still I deserve good food it makes me happy, by the way, who doesn't love good food.

"To a famous Italian restaurant Celini - Grand Hyatt," she said with excitement, it feels like she has a piece of good news for me because it is fine dining restaurant and expensive too. Why one wants to go there without any special occasion?

"Ummmm...., But it is expensive and far away from here" I raise my one eyebrow towards giving her questioning look and wait for her response.

"Yes it is, that's why we are going there, So no excuse, I need at least something good right now and that is FOOD," she said with a slight hint of irritation because I never approve this much costly and fancy place. But I can see the spark in her eyes as she refers to FOOD, she's exactly like me that's why we are besties, we both love our food.

"Fine let's go," I said in defeat, as I know her very well this time she is not going to agree with me, because whenever she's furious, she becomes cranky.

"Good discussion, Good girl" she rolled her eyes and said sarcastically.

We both were starving and devastated because of that shitty information. We reached a restaurant Celini after approx 1 hour, Because of delay in lunch, we both were feeling earthquake and tsunami both at the same time in our Tummy. We entered the restaurant and our sexy host gave us a warming welcome with his Charming smile.

By looking at him, I was thinking about how much delicious he looks and it seems food will be delicious too. I can see Nik through a corner of my eyes and I knew very well that she's thinking the same as me. We both read out his name Mr Garv Chaddha at the same time and he smirks towards us and shows our table for two to us.

Maybe he knew very well that he always got every female's attention, maybe he is hired for pleasing female's by his appearance, they also have a female host but she mainly focuses on the male crowd. They both know there work very well and eye candy to everyone in the restaurant.

We settle down and the first thing we did was chuckle as we both have thoughts in common "hot sexy host", A waiter approaches us after few seconds and interrupt our discussion and we decide to order something from the menu which catches our attention I.e. Panzanella, mushroom risotto, lasagna and for desert pistachio Panna cotta, it's 4 pm and we were hungry, so we decide to eat fully and have snacks in the night.

While eating I can see someone's eye on me that same guy was checking out me and my bestie. He may look good but doesn't seem like a nice man to me, So I decide to ignore him.

Finally, Nik gave me a "Good News" in the midst of all bad things. She told me about her promotion and now she can also design exclusive clothes for fashion shows and stars, as her boss is impressed by her new designs and want to launch her as an official designer for his brand very soon.

"Congratulations, I am really happy and too much excited for you. Now you are going to be famous soon" I jump from my seat with excitement and said this quite loud as people around us was staring at us with their narrow eyes.

"Thanks, Moo, This is all because of you," she said to me with sincerity, She still remembers and admires me as I help her in her hard times. And she's doing same for me. 'This is what friends do right'.

"No Nik not because of me, you got this opportunity because you prove yourself worthy of it," I said with a smile while encouraging her for her work. And yes I am right about my statement, she's an incredible designer with good taste and she loves her work a lot.

"Huh... No, and yes " She Started teasing me while showing her tough and then she smiles towards me.

I smile back appreciating her for everything. And realisation hits me hard that because of every horrible event currently happening to me, "I forgot to live simple happy moments of my life with my only best friend and with my family".

And I decide to live every moment fullest without worrying what is coming further for me. "I want to live in present without thinking of the past and worrying about the future".

After finishing our small celebration we paid our shares as I insisted her not to pay by her self, She agreed but on one condition that we will come back here soon and I agreed as I love Italian food which they serve here, it tastes heavenly.

While leaving that sexy host guy with black hair and his model-like look approaches us and slip his number towards us while winking. Typical man, right he must be thinking that we gave him our sweet smile and he is hot that means we are interested in him and he has a chance with us.

I just smile towards him and left without giving him a second glance. Nik and I laugh out harder while remembering his overconfidence. We took a cab and headed towards our apartment.

I slept soundly that night, As my thoughts and my inner self is again helping me to stay strong and fight back.