ELENA There was too much and neither of us had found the right door into a conversation after leaving the estate. But Nicholas held my hand on the seat between us and looked out the window. I looked out mine and the city came back to us gradually. The bridge, then the expressway, then the familiar streets. He went inside when we got back. I didn't ask him to. He simply didn't let go of my hand at the door and I didn't pull away because I like the warmth of his hand on mine. The townhouse was warm. "I'm going to take a quick shower, okay?" He nodded. I went upstairs and turned the shower on. What I did not expect is that he would follow me. He washed my hair. I don't know how it happened. I had the shampoo and then his hands were there instead, working through my hair. I

