ELENA Nicholas was in the family waiting area outside the NICU with a coffee he hadn't touched. He stood when he saw me. "You didn't have to come back. I know you're busy with work." I said. "I know." We went in together. ** The nurse smiled when she saw us. "Perfect timing. She's been awake for an hour and very opinionated about it." I looked at Nikola through the incubator glass. Awake. Hands moving — the long fingers opening and closing. Her face had a great deal to say and I am sure she's going to be like her father who didn't have to say a work to express her feelings. "Is she ready to be held?" I said. "She's been ready. We were waiting for you." The nurse helped me into the chair and placed Nikola in my arms. I looked at my daughter for the first time without glass

