Bella's POV :
Bzzz !! Bzzz !! I am so close to throwing that damn alarm clock out the window because its 5am and a stupid Monday so I have to go to school
I quickly get up and go to my dresser and grab a matching pair of lace panties and lace bra
I turn on the hot water and let it run down my body
After I turn off the water I dry myself off and put on my panties and bra and walk out of the bathroom
I go to my walk-in-closet and pick out a black crop top that says BITCHEZ on top and a pair of high waisted white ripped jeans and finally I tie up my black combat boots up and put on my black leather jacket
I leave my long black hair down and add some black eyeliner on top of my dark brown eyes and add some mascara on and finally I put on some red lip gloss
I walk over to my mirror and look at my reflection I see a lot of pain and sadness in my eyes and pressure to be a great alpha since I was 15
I never had time to grieve properly after my parents death because I had to quickly take on the roll of alpha and parent
At school I am labeled as the bad girl but I am also the cheerleading captain but I am only joined because my best friend Amy said that is would be a great way to take my mind off of pack and gang business
She was not wrong , dancing and singing has always been a great way to take my mind off everything but I will never admit it to Amy or she will say I told you so
After a few years I started a Gang NOT because I wanted to seem bad or anything but to find my parents murder's discreetly without my pack knowing
Some pack members are a part of the gang so they can help me to search and find the wolves who murdered my parents but the human gang members don't know about us
We do deal with drugs and stuff like that but it doesn't affect us werewolves it only gives a small high and I do smoke but I am not addicted I only do once in a while to help my stress problems
After snapping back to reality I grab my iPhone 8 and my black bag for school and go downstairs to start breakfast after its done I let it cool down a bit and go upstairs to get the kids ready for kindergarten
my siblings think of me as their mother since I have been raising them since my parents died they think I am their mother and I have told them differently but since my parents were not around they said they still though of me as their mom
The twins share a room because they feel safer together and I let them because I wasn't going to ruin there love for sharing with each other
I went the door and peeked inside and saw Dylan and Zoey playing barbies
That made me laugh because Dylan is always saying he is a big strong man and that barbies were only for girls
Once I fully opened the door and made a fake cough to let them acknowledge my present I saw Dylan drop the barbie and pick up his batman figure
I laughed and saw Dylan angrily pouting at me for laughing at him which made me laugh even harder
" Mommy stop " Dylan whined because he was upset at me for laughing I walked up to him and sat down in front of him and said
" it okay baby you can play with barbies " "you will always be my strong little man " I said picking him up and putting him in his bed
then Zoey came up and wrapped her arms on my leg and said " We love you mommy " with the cutest smile on her face