The true mate

Chapter 15 (+18)

Chapter 15

Liz's POV

After our trip up north to the cottage, Matthew and I packed our bags and headed back to Ottawa. All I thought, when he asked me if I wanted to spend the weekend with him, will be just us, having fun, not discovering that he's actually a werewolf and we live in a world with witches and other creatures. We're only half an hour from my house now. Our way back has been very quiet. It might be because we're both exhausted, but one look at Matthew tells me that it's more than that. Last night I could feel his distress. He was thinking about Jacob. Matthew told me during lunch that he wanted Jacob to be his friend, but at some point Jacob became distant and eventually left the pack. When I saw Jacob he looked crushed after I said Matthew's name. He hates him with every fiber of his being. But there's something I want to know. Does he know that Moira killed his father? Is it possible that he's so desperate that he would work with the same person that killed his father? One thing is sure, now he knows about me and Matthew and wants to remove his mark by killing him. But he wanted to do that even before he met me. And how did we even meet? He even touched me and left a mark on my throat. I'm meeting Laila tomorrow, hopefully she'll know what is happening.

"Don't think about it too much or you'll have wrinkles on your forehead." I hear Matthew chuckle and he takes my left hand with his right one while holding the steering wheel with his left hand. I squeeze his hand and turn my head to look at him. My eyes land on the mark I left on his neck and then I look back on his face. He's still looking on the road smiling, but his smile changes to a frown and his voice grows more serious. "I want you to be careful from now on. I'll get some of my pack members to look after you when I can't. Even while staying here I have official pack bussiness to take care of. Brendan and dad are helping back home, but as the Alpha I still have to do my job, no matter where I am at the moment." after that he looks at me and brings my hand to his mouth and kisses it. "Everything will be ok. Trust me."

I look out of the window, close my eyes and try to relax for the rest of the way. Matthew drops me of at my house and helps me with my stuff, it's only one bag but he insists that he will bring it into the house.

"It's only 7 p.m. Wanna go in for a bit?" Please, come inside. I look at him with pleading eyes and put my hand on his chest.

He takes my hand in his and opens the frontdoor, walking inside with me. After entering the house I quickly take off my shoes not wanting to talk to anyone, but with my bad luck, we meet Kris at the door.

"Heey! Welcome back. How was it? Come here, we're eating." We go into the kitchen to chat for a little bit, but soon excuse ourselves. Before I leave the kitchen Kris asks with too happy voice "How was s*x?" I look at Matthew and try to hide my smile and think about an answer for that.

"It was all I could dream about." Matthew outran me with his answer and keeps talking. "She's great! Can't live without her now." and after those words he comes to me and hugs me from behind, putting his chin on my shoulder grinning from ear to ear.

I turn my head at him and pinch his ribs with my right hand. After that I turn around with chuckle to go to my room. But before I reach the stairs I hear a clap and look at Matthew high fiving Kris. I look at him with stern face, but crack into laughter when I see his smug face. "You're stupid!" I scream to both of them and wait for Matthew to join my on my way to my room.

"It's true tho. I can't live without you now." Matthew is laying on my bed watching as I empty my bag. After I put my laundry away I lay down with him and just stare at him. I love his hair, it's so soft. I love all of him. "I will miss you."

"We'll be together every evening and then weekend."

"I know, but those evenings are for you and Laila to practice. I'll be there, yes, but I won't be able to do this."

Matthew's POV

I turn on my left side and comb her hair with my right hand. I don't want to go. She's nuzzling her head closer to my hand looking like a cat purring when someone pets her. I shift my weight and lay down on her. I don't care what she says, she loves how much bigger I am. I look at her, elevated on my elbows, her body under mine, so small. She looks like a porcelan doll, pure and fragile, but by the look in her eyes I know that's the last thing she wants me to think. I cup her cheek and kiss her like it's my last meal. I put more of my weight on my hips and crotch, so she can feel me. She moans into my mouth, obviosly wanting more. I want to give her something or I won't be able to handle this week.

"We shouldn't-" Liz looks at me with look that is a contradiction to what she just said.

I kiss her again and look at her with smugness on my face. "Why do you think I high fived Kris earlier? I asked him if we could have some privacy before I go. Everyone went to one of your neighbors and the teens are out with their friends. We're alone now.'' After that statement I go straight for her mark, I lick and give her little nibs. She's already melting in my arms. I can feel her buckle up her hips to get some friction, which makes me sit up and look at her. She has pink cheeks and is breathing heavily. She looks tired, but I know that she wants it too.

"We should let her rest."

"Since when you're backing away from her?"

"I'm not. I'm just saying that those last few days were really hard for her. I want this as much as you and her, but is it really a good idea?"

"We won't be with her for few days. And I want to give her something to remember."

"Let me in."

"You were the one who said she should rest."

"Yes, but we could be gentle with her."

Gentle, a word I've never thought I'll hear from him. "Gentle, eh? Alright, come in."

I look at Liz with my mismatched eyes and start kissing her neck and chest.

"What are you doing? What if someone comes here and-"

"Don't worry and let me love you."

Liz's POV

"Don't worry and let me love you."

Matthew and his wolf look at me with so much more that just lust. I can see love, caring, but also fear. This weekend was too much for both of us. I understand why he wants this, I want it too, I want him. Both of them, but... "Matt, I don't think I'll be able to do it now. This weekend was really tiring. I want you, I want to have s*x with you, you have no idea." I look at him with a bit amused face and cup his cheeks.

"I don't want s*x. I want to make love to you, so that you don't forget how much I love you over the days I won't be able to be with you like this."

Oh, Matthew. "It will be only four days and we'll see each other even when I'm practicing."

"I know. But it will be long four days without any intimicy between us. Laila is very strickt and will maybe want to practice even on weekends, until you'll be able to protect yourself."

Oh, I didn't realize that. He's right.

"And our bond is fresh. It will be physically hard to keep hands to ourselves. So, tell me yourself, do you want it now or do you want to wait? It's your choice."

Matthew looks at me with understanding in his eyes. I know that if I say no, he will stop, but he's right, thinking about not being able to touch him for days is hard. I'm tired, but even his presence in my bed is enough to put my core aflame. I don't have to think anymore and simply grab his tshift and pull him closer to me and start kissing him. I put my left leg around his hip and pull him as close as I can.

Before he seperates from me he growls in my mouth. "Stop it, or I won't hold back." He attacks my shoulder and starts kissing and bitting. I comb his hair with my both hands and let out satisfide sound.

"Alright. Please make love to me. I want to remember every touch, every word and every move."

I let Matthew elevate on his elbows again and his look speaks more than thousand words. So tender, vulnerable and sensual. He doesn't probably realize it, but the fear from earlier is still there. He knows that his chilhood friend, if you can even call him that, is after him and me, his mate he's been trying to find for months. We both realize the seriousness of this weekend's events. We're both aware of the danger, not only for us, but his family and possibly even his pack. I don't think he wants this only because we'll be somewhat seperate for few days.

"What is it Matt? I know that you're thinking about your pack, about us, your family and Jacob. But there's more to it isn't there. You said you want to make love to me, but is it really because we won't be able to?"

Matthew looks at me with a conflicted look and smiles. "I just want to be with you, and... I'm scared. What if you are really his mate, what if you get hurt before we deal with him and Moira? I don't want to lose you. If I don't have you, I'm not..."

The resignation in his voice is almost enough for me to break into tears. I knew that he's afraid of something, but he's hiding more. He's so emotional, so deep. When he said that werewolves feel deeper than humans he meant this. Pure emotions pouring out of him, every word he says is full of love and meaning.

"They will not hurt me. And you know why? Because we have people that love you and will help you. You have your pack that loves you, your parents and brother. And me... So, please, put some of your worries on me too, if I'm to be your Luna, I need to know what's in your head. I need to know when you're strugling, because it's not only you anymore. Now it's me and you. It's us."

Matthew's POV

Us. My mate and I. I know you're right. I forget how strong you are. It was only me for a long time, I had to take care of my pack alone, but now I have you here with me. You are going to be the best Luna, mother and leader. I can feel tears slowly getting into my eyes, but stop them before they can run down my cheeks.

"I love you, but you're wrong about one thing. They love you too." I know that I don't need to say anything else, you understand, don't you.

"Matthew." I listen as Elizabeth says my name with hesitation. "Let me show you how much I love you."

She puts her hands on my chest and slowly so lightly pushes me on the mattress to lay down on my back. I hold her forearm and let her sit on me. She gets her face closer and starts to kiss me fondly. She's still touching my chest with her hands, it feels so soothing and starts move her hips to give us both some friction. I was aroused the moment I felt her body under mine, but this is even better. She's so smooth, warm and solf.

She lifts herself, sits properly on my thighs and starts to take off her tshirt. I follow her as well, every movement slow for her to see every one of my muscles. I help her with her pants and underwear and then mine. In a minute we're both laying naked, kissing and touching all over our bodies. She lets her hand slide down my stomach to my c**k and holds me by the root. She sits on my thighs and starts rubbing my member. I want to touch her c**t, but she puts my hand away. "No. It's your turn. Let me." She's rubbing my d**k so slowly, that is almost agonizing, but at this moment it's so sensual. I look at her and she's already looking at me with half-open eyes and lusfull look. She puts more pressure on my tip and then licks. My d**k is so sensitive right now.

"f**k. Wanna give me a heart attack?" She keeps touching me so slowly, that I might just take control, but I know she wants to do it her way.

"I can't take it anymore."

"Me too, but she wants to do it. Let her."

After what feels like forever she takes me in her mouth and starts to bob her head in slow pace, but takes all of me at once. I can feel her moan in the back of her throat, that vibration feels so good. "Aaaah, shit." My wolf is going crazy and me too. I grab her by her hair and lift her head a bit. "I love you, but please give me more or I'm gonna burst."

"Patience is a virtue." and she goes back down on me, this time faster. I throw my head back in her pillow and let out a low moan. I can feel her smilling when she adds more pressure with her hand and speed up her pace. I feel the familiar pressure in my stomach, the warmth that goes all the way to my member. I grab her hair with more force and push her head lightly down. I'm so close and she understands, but finishes and sits up.

"What?! Why?!" I almost scream at her, but she doesn't let that get to her. She lays on me and kisses my lips while proper herself on my hips, before I know it she's sitting on me with my d**k inside of her, already wet and warm for me. I throw my head back again and laugh. She put her hands on my chest and just when she's about to move, I hold her shoulders and lower her on my chest. "Come here. I want to look in your eyes." I put a strand of hair behind her ear and buckle up my hips, which makes her let out a cute whimper. With a little smack on my chest she kisses me again and starts to move her hips. Her movements are not too fast, but more than enough to make me dig my nails in her skin. I hold her hips and help her move while buckling my own hips trying to meet her half way. She's already panting, trying to keep up the tempo and I can feel getting myself and her close. In a moment I turn us around and lay her on her stomach. I put a pillow under her to lift her butt and slowly push into her again. I can feel her tightening around me. She's a moaning mess when I speed up, but it's not enough. I want to feel her and touch her all over. Lizzi looks at me over her shoulder with tired eyes, but smile on her face. She looks so good laying on her stomach, ass up and anticipation in her eyes. I smile softly at her and lower myself on my elbows so that my whole body is on her, but not all my weight. I kiss her shoulder and start moving, slowly. As I pick up the speed she throws her head back slowly, leaning on my shoulder and turns her head to kiss me. I look down where we're connected and feel even more arousal when I see her ass jiggle with every thrust.

"You look so hot. c*m for me, I want to feel you around my d**k. c*m for me, love."

With every thrust both of us are getting closer, the room gets heavier with both our moan and growls, until I feel her tightening around me more and more. My wolf can't take it anymore and bites her mark with a growl in the back of my throat. The bite threw her right over the edge. Listening to her moans, feeling her hand trying to grab my hair and her body trembling under me makes me c*m so hard, I can feel my seed deep inside of her. Even after we both got down from our orgasm I stay in her and kiss her back, neck and mark, I give her butterfly kisses all over her body and finally pull out of her.

"You should sleep, you have a long day tomorrow." I sit up and kiss her cheek, but before I can get my cloths my mate holds my hand and pulls me back to bed.

"We have time, let's just cuddle for a while."