Damien just left.
He drove away a few minutes ago with his vicious ex, Vanessa.
I'm lying on the carpet, staring at the ceiling. I'm confused. I don't know if I should be mad at my man. And I don't know if I'm just overreacting.
Vanessa is his best friend from college. A friendship that quickly turned into a relationship. He has known her longer than me. He obviously trusts her more than he trusts me. Maybe he even loves her more than he loves me. There's a lot of history there. Lots of memories. Memories that I wish I could delete from his mind. I hope technology finds a way for us to do that...
So maybe I shouldn't be mad that he went on that stupid trip with his best friend. In his head, he thinks that she's in the depths of depression after losing Leo and Sophia and he's trying to
