TRACY REVENGE

CHAPTER 4

Tracy's POV

I stood up in guilt, coming back to my sebd3 that even if Edward was a womanizer, I shouldn't be guilty of the same offense and not with his secretary.

The voices were that of the maid who were pleading for coming late. They had thought I had locked the door against them.

Then, I wonder why Kelvin had locked the door when he came in.

“ could it be that the reason he locked the door was because he wanted to do all this with me?” I vaguely wanted to be sure that his action was not planned.

At once, I blamed myself for being so loose and I couldn't even face the maids as the camera went in and went into my room.

On getting there, I heard my phone ringing. It was Isabella. I picked it and started crying. The guilt in me could wash me away.

“ You will be fine,” Isabella consoled after telling her what happened.

I had imagined the worst scenario that Kelvin may tell his boss about what transpired between us or may even be a test for him.

It took So many convincing words form Isabella to stripped up the fear in me and I decide Di was going to tell Edward.

“ I wish he loved me,” I lamented to Isabella, knowing fully well that I may not even be able to talk to him. Not with his secret lover and his ruthless nature.

The day went by idly and I regretted ever being born as a girl and while my fate is to be with a man who was my husband because he paid my father's debt.

The sad reality of missing school and being a sacrifice for the wrongdoing of my uncle dawned on me so much that I cried loudly screaming on top of my lungs to anyone who cared to listen.

After crying myself out, I fell asleep with the hope that I would dream about a happy moment with my dad.

But nature has its own way of switching so I stayed awake with no sleep. I tried out different snacks.

While I was watching a movie I heard voices pass by my door going up the stairs.

I decided to peep and I saw Esward with a blonde hair woman struggling to move up the stairs.

I watched as he pinned her gently against the wall, his eyes met hers with a smirk.

I wanted to close the door and continue wallowing in their misery but I just could not bear the sight, not when the woman was moaning so loudly.

“ Oh babe, where's our bedroom let me take you to cloud nine?” The woman said, pulling Edward by his white shirt and planted her lip on his as if trying to eat up his face.

“ Will you stop this madness!? Edward, I said out of nowhere. They were too engrossed to listen and amazed out even more . Each of them is in a competition of who will remove the most dresses.

With anguish and rage burning my heart, I called out Edward's name with all of my strength.

They both stopped and stared at me but in a split second they continued .

“Are you both on drugs?” I asked dumbfounded, because I couldn't tell if they saw me.

“ Know where you belong, Pest!” Edward, who was silent all this while, warned and carried the lady to the s*x room I had earlier seen.

“ Pest….?” I dragged, looking at myself in pity.

“ What was I thinking?” I thought . “Do I expect him to stop all that he is fond of because of me when we have not actually talked to each other?” I questioned myself again.

“ it is either I kill myself or run away” I muttered, walking back to my room dejectedly.

Considering all that happened today , I couldn't take it anymore and collapsed on the floor in tears. Different emotions filled my heart. Emotions of betrayal, anger, and most especially regret.

“ I wish my dad had never reconciled with his brother,” I yelled on top of my lungs.

Then, I noticed something dripping down from my nose.

The earth had started tumbling at this moment and while I passed out all I could hear was moans coming from upstairs.

“ Death seems like peace”.