Whispering Hearts (3 in 1)

Chapter Twelve

Why do I hate him? Why do I hate Louis?

"I...I...when he drinks, he"s a moron. He nearly r***d me when I got to college. He was angry with me

because i went out with his roommate. He appeared in front of my door and he was drunk. He just pushed himself inside and he tried to r**e me."

I said as tears gently fall on my lips. I didn"t know it will still hurt like this. That night, I almost thought I"d

be r***d by my crush. What hurts most is when he became sober and was told, he avoided me and till

now, he never looked my way. He was two years ahead and still two years ahead of me. So he graduated and he moved to another country. I still want to see him. He"s the main reason why I decided to go to

Mexico to have fun. Yet, I never saw him. I have forgiven him though. But it still hurts. He"s making it look

like it"s all my fault.

"I didn"t mean to ask. I"m sorry."

"Don"t worry. I"m not crying because you asked. I"m crying because I miss him."

"What?!!!" Both Paige and Esmeralda exclaimed.

Yes I miss him. He was my teacher, my friend, my protector. Why wouldn"t I miss him?

"I just want to hug him. Is that too much? I know he tried to r**e me but he didn"t. He was drunk. I"m still mad at him because he left without a word. He didn"t care about my feelings."

"You still love him. Oh God, you still do."

No, I don"t. I frown at Paige.

"No, I love Acel. Only Acel. Just that I have been waiting all day for him."

"So if he comes what are you going to say to him?"

"That we should go back to how we were. That I want my elder brother back!!!"

I am getting angry and I don"t care.

"Acel is not going to like it when he hears this."

"He wouldn"t know if none of you tell him. And there"s no way Louis is coming back. And besides why will Acel be angry? I wouldn"t be doing anything with Louis. "

"You know he"s very jealous. And he easily gets angry. Just don"t bring the animal in him. I just hope you don"t"

"Is there something you"re not telling us?"