Mabel
Day by day, my relationship with Slade develops into something more than just consensual intimacy. Feelings are getting involved and it's getting more complicated. But no matter, I can't put a stop to it. The more I try to fight my feelings, there more I am drawn to Slade. I feared that this would happen but it doesn't help to fear anymore for it has already happened. I am slowly allowing him into my heart and placing myself at his mercy. I can only imagine where this path I am on will lead me. For sure, it will end with one of us hurt or dead.
I shook my head and slapped myself on the cheek. " Get it together Mabel!"
Tonight, I was going out with Slade again. He has been keeping his word of making me experience everything I never did before. It's such a sweet gesture and honest
