Mabel The whole week was bloody amazing. It was the best time of my life and here I thought I would never feel this way ever again but here we are. Unfortunately, Slade has to get back to business and the question stood if I would be willing to go back with him. I was definitely taken aback by it and still confused and uncertain. I was thinking about it while Slade was waiting for a response. I have too many bad memories back there that I just want to bury and leave behind. Not to mention that I'll have to see my sister again. I am too ashamed to face her again. I don't think I am ready. I can't take her rejection because I know that is what she will do when she sees me. I betrayed his whole family who welcomed me and treated me with care and respect. There is so much reason for me t

