Mabel
I woke up with the sun shining in my eyes. I shielded my face with my arm to block the sun. I was tired as hell and I could feel it in my aching muscles. I didn't attempt to wake up and just continued laying on the bed. I was physically and mentally exhausted. I just wanted the world to open up and swallow me it was better yet to disappear into thin air. I didn't feel like living anymore. I've officially lost all reasons to be alive. I do not have anything.
I smelled bad from all the blood and sweat from yesterday's torture. I didn't bother showing. There was just no point after all. But until I decide what to do with my life I need to take a thorough shower to wash away all the filth on me. With the energy left in me, I managed to drag myself off my bed and walked to the washroom
