Mabel My God! I'm so embarrassed that he saw me in the way. He saw me in the most vulnerable state anyone has ever seen me. The only ones who have seen me like that were Rosita and Vincent. I don't know why this keeps happening to me. I don't even know what I have said in my sleep that he might have heard. I hope I didn't blab out something that could compromise the mission. I should have asked him once before kicking him out like that. I went to the bathroom and took shower. I stood under the shower and just let the hot water run down my body. The memories of the past started to attack me and I opened my eyes. The image of my mother and father laying in the pool of their blood keeps haunting me. I couldn't hold back the tears that I was holding back. A sob broke out of me and I started

