My Bad Boy Alpha

Ep. FIFTEEN

Jared's POV

Get out of here and don't dare to come close to the pack house at all. We might not be there to stop the Luna from killing you. Tony said to Erika before following me.

You ok? She pushed you earlier. I said looking at Tony. I told Tony everything about Alex and the incident about my mother. The powers that Alex might have posses. I want him to know since his my best friend and he needs to know his Luna more than anyone since his the Beta.

Yah I mean it was a hard push but I'm surprise myself. She might be controlling her Aura earlier. He replied. 

I know she is pissed off and I saw her Aura but it wasn't that dark. I didn't felt compelled or hurt as much as it usually does when she gets mad. I said to Tony.

Maybe because she just wasn't mad she's more hurt than mad. Tony explained.

That makes sense but bro, I didn't do anything. I saw Erika she come up too me and I stop her right away. It was just wrong timing when you guys barge in. I explained to Tony while running to the garage knowing Alex would drive out to cool down her emotions. It's her hubby according to Daniel. She loves to drive whenever she feels sad or pissed off.

I know that and Alex knows it too, she stood by the door watching Erika. Then Erika went to your office.

All that Alex said is she trust you and maybe Erika just needs to talk. She stood there waiting for Erika to come out. Then that's when we heard you yelled, then when we barge in. Tony sighed while getting in the car.

We need to find her. I don't like this hobby of her. Driving s**t like this, not in your clear mind. She's not really familiar with the territory yet. I said putting my car on drive. I started driving like a manic. I link one of the border patrol, Asking about Alex passing by. They told us she did pass by heading to the North border. 

That's the mountain side!! Tony panickily said. -I know. I respond to Tony's words. I know how he feels about the panic. Well that's the path I've always try to avoid. That's the highway where my Mom was killed and the thought of Alex being in that area again scared me.

I know what you mean Tony. I just hope she's okay. I exclaimed, clenching on the stirring wheel. I drove straight to the dark,  I jolted from my sit and made me push on the breaks making the car almost skid when I felt Alex energy. It was such a strong energy it put my body in a halt.

ALEX!!! me and Tony screamed in unison. I think she's being attack for her to feel that mad!! Tony exclaimed looking at me.

Fuck rogues!! Alex I'm coming baby!! I said out loud. I continued driving for another maybe 5mins when I suddenly saw her car parked on the side of the road. I immediately park by her car. I jump out right away just to see dead rouges around us. I immediately started to look for her. Tony check the surrounding. I said to Tony in my Alpha voice, I didn't realize the gravity of the situation until I run towards the front of the car and see Alex. I saw her leaning down by the door, bleeding and gasping for air. I immediately got a hold of her and lifted her in my arms. 

-Jared I'm sorry. She said before closing her eyes and pass out.

ALEX!! come on baby you can't do this to me. I said trying to wake her up. I felt the blood from her back and glance on the cut she got. I gasped on the severity of her wounds.

She's losing blood. Tony drive her car back.  I'll take her to the hospital. Meet me there and get someone to clean this up. I said in command.

YES ALPHA. Tony replied.

I drove as fast as I can. We got to the hospital in record time.

The fear dawned on me watching Alex being gurney out to the operating room. The thought of losing her and not having her with me scares the life out of me. After a couple of hours the Doctors finally came out of the operating room. She approach me right away.

Alpha she is ok now. We have to suture her up, the cut she got was deep and she lose a lot of blood. She will heal up and the scars will disappear. She seems a lot better healing right now, since there is no wolfs bane present. But there is a trace of liquid silver on her cut, which I assume she got from whoever claw her. The doctor explained with a confuse and curious face.

Thank you Doctor when can I see her? I asked immediately not thinking of the other information she just mentioned.

She is getting transported to her room as we speak. She should be there any minute now so you can go if you want. She said pointing me the direction for the room.

I run towards the room and I saw Alex laying in bed sleeping. The peace that she have in her gorgeous face, it calmed me. Knowing she will be ok. I rush to her side and hold her hands carefully trying not to disturb her. she falter in contact but still remain asleep.

Wait so she's healing ok since there is not wolfs bane but the fact that she has trace of silver doesn't effect her?? Tony breaking the silence.

Shut up! I yelled quietly. I don't want to wake her up. Well it seems like that, maybe because of her witch side that she is not affected by the silver. That's the only thing that I can think of. I said wondering.

Maybe it's time to tell her, don't you think? You are okay with that right? I mean it's not like she want your mom too... you know...die...! Tony ask trailing his words and rubbing the back of his head. I can see that he is hesitant to ask but his right, The question is bound to be ask one way or another.

I would like to tell her, but I don't know how to start the conversation. I mean, I know my mom was killed by the rogues. But knowing what happen before she was killed and the thought of Alex  being involve. I just don't have the heart to tell her. Maybe her parents are right just let her remember on her own accordance. I sighed in the thought of telling Alex what really happen that night of the attack. Then I felt Alex sat up and look at me with tears brimming in her eyes.

Alex POV

I felt like my body is floating. I know that I have injuries but I feel a lot better than the last time I was in the hospital. I felt like I'm healing better this time. I flutter my eyes open when I heard Jared talking.

I mean, I know my mom was killed by the rogues. But knowing what happen before she was killed and the thought of Alex  being involve. I just don't have the heart to tell her. Maybe her parents are right just let her remember on her own accordance. Jared kind off whispering to Tony.

I can't help but bolted up the bed and sit up. I look at Jared and I feel tears clouding my eyes. I have a lot of things in my mind after hearing his words but nothing came out from my mouth. When I finally said something I said. -I'm the reason your mom was killed?! I said stuttering and I cried so hard. I clench my chest and Jared tried grabbing me trying to calm me down. But the guilt and pain I'm feeling push him away. I felt ashamed to even look at him. The pain of losing his mother because of me, the thought of the pain I gave him.

Please get out. I want to be alone... please leave me right now. I said, slowly standing up and pushing Jared out the door. As soon as the door shut close behind me, I felt my body drifting. I slam my back on the door slowly falling into the floor. I pulled my knees into my chest and started crying. I feel like all my energy is draining from me.

I shouldn't have left Europe. I should have just stayed there, Maybe I would have known all this information, But I would have not meet Jared and hurt him. I thought to myself. I suddenly heard Jared from behind the door 

Baby... It is not your fault, she did what she think is the best for her Goddaughter. She is a were-witch, she's the one that put the curse on you to lock your wolf. So the rogues and Gideon would think you've died from the attack. She did it on her own accord and no one force her to do that, she loved you Alex so she gave her life for you. So stop blaming yourself, I would never put blame on anyone other that the rogues and Gideon for losing my mother. I thank my mother for giving me you. So please baby stop crying. He said in a very calm way. 

I've never thought he would say and explained it to me like that, his so calmed and collected. No trace of anger and resentment in his words. Who else can love me like this much as Jared.