After that awkward incident I feel that I need to keep my distance with Cyrill. Although I would do what I would usually do but that’s all I don’t do unnecessary things.
Cyrill also a lot more distant to me I don’t know if it was my illusion or what but I am pretty sure and trusted my instinct.
Is it because I hold him that night? I am also very embarrassed about myself okay? After that night happen I seem to feel that Cyrill ignores me but I just thought that he was also taken aback at my behaviour from last night.
It didn’t matter to me and even find it favourable on my side because I planned to keep my distance from him in order not to be tempted again. But then as the days passed by Cyrill didn’t change his attitude towards me and still ignores me.
Aside from eating at the same
