Cyrill seems to be different from before. Although he would show some of his embarrassment, his shyness but I’ve never seen him like this. It’s like there is some important thing he wants to say. I didn’t say that I am right but I just guess it as a bystander. I could clearly feel his nervousness I am also worried for him looking at how nervous he is. What if he has some difficulties? Or some problems that he can’t solve by himself? I wish he would say it sooner and I would do the best that I could. I wont promise that I would help him. If I could then why don’t I? But if I can’t then I can only help him in supporting his decisions. I am not so powerful myself. So I can only help this much. Waiting patiently for him to say the things he wants to say that he really knocks at my door at

