No matter how hard I tried to hide my anger, it was still impossible. I have made so many bad decisions in my life when it came to my mother.
She never did anything to prove that she loved me, not the way I wanted her to. I chose to spend most of my time with dad, Logan and my stepmom because I was angry with her.
She never made time for me and I assumed it was because she never cared about me while in truth, she didn't know what to do as a mother.
All her childhood her parents showered her with money instead of love and she thought it was the same. I never thought of it like that but now that I'm beginning to understand her, I know she knows no difference between the two, money and love.
She thinks doing everything for me when money is concerned is what she has to do to show that she
