I don't know how to put this. I don't want to say anything that will make her angry, I've done much of that already.
"I'm sorry for that, I never meant any of that to happen. All I have ever wanted in life was to make you happy all the time. Seeing you cry breaks my heart and I made a promise to myself that I will never do anything that will make you cry. I should have listened to my heart and stayed back to fix things with you. I don't know what was wrong with me, all that seemed more important than anything else at that time was taking over from my dad and I completely forgot about us. I made him my priority when in truth my priority should have been you. I couldn't cope without you and I knew I was destroying everything to the ground when I was there. I became angry at my father for se
