"You can't keep on latching out at everybody, I'm the one you're angry with. If there is someone you should direct your anger at then that person is me, not every pack member. Even your mother doesn't want to say anything to you because you will shout at her." My dad shouted at me. It's not like I have any control over what is happening to me. I don't even know how it happens, I just find myself shouting or threatening everyone who talks to me, it doesn't matter what that person is saying. I shouted at my dad when he asked me if I was coping with everything and I don't even know why I did that, I've never thought I would shout at my parents and the fact that my mother fears I'll say something I'll regret later is even worse. I don't even know how many times I've lost control and shifted

