I don't know what's wrong with me, I've wanted to see Aiden for months now and seeing him should have made me happy but instead it got me angry. When I found out I was carrying his seed in my womb all I wanted was to tell him right away and when I realised it wasn't going to happen anytime soon, I told myself that I would tell him whenever I saw him. I was never angry with him before, I wanted to be angry and also hate him but I couldn't do it no matter how hard I tried. I always believed he would call and that he would come back for me. I wanted to tell him about those two little monkeys that look exactly like him but I couldn't do it and I have no idea what was going through my head. Whenever he is concerned, I lose all of my senses and I can't think straight. When he touched me, all

