Looking at Alex somehow makes me forget that my mom is dead for a while, he makes me happy. It feels like he is my own child instead of my little brother.
When I look at him, the happiness I feel inside is the same I felt the first time I looked at my twins. I was going to be miserable if dad didn't agree with me raising him even for a short while.
Logan wants to take him once he turns five and I have no problem with that, I know I can trust him with taking care of him and even though Alex is still a baby, he loves having Logan around.
It like he feels his presence all the time. Everyone sees it and I don't want to be selfish and keep him around me when Logan wants to raise him, he is also his brother after all.
"You know you can take a break right? You don't have to do everything by y
