***Josie*** Everything was wrong, I had done what I never thought I would. I had run away from my pain. I had left everything behind, the man I loved and my best friend when she needed me the most. But it was just too hard to watch her die a little more each day. Chase couldn’t even look at me and the last time he actually looked at me his eyes asked ’why did you live and my mate died?’, which didn’t make me want to stay around much longer. I had a plan to go to julliard but I just couldn’t focus on anything so I called the administration and let my spot go. Life in Florida was okay though, the sun and warmth was a nice change and the guys weren’t bad to look at but none of them were Chase. I tried to pretend that I didn’t care, like I was putting on a one woman show with me in the lead.

