And she died.
I closed her eyes. And that’s when it hit me how quiet it was, and that I could no longer hear Kesabe barking—that indeed, I could no longer hear him at all.
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My grandfather once said, in response to my father, “We all live on reservations, some of us just don’t know it yet.” And though I didn’t understand that then, I was pretty sure—as I stood over my friends’ graves and watched the house go up in flames—that I did now; for he’d been talking about our limitations and the fact of our own mortality (trying to tell me, I think, as I got ready to leave for Los Angeles more than 30 years ago, that if I were going there to escape I was in for a disappointment). All I know for certain is that as I stood there over the crude markers—one for Essie and one for Kesabe—I fel
